neWMoNsTerMaD

it's my bday!

2010-08-09T19:19:00.002+08:00

weeeeeeeeeeee~~~
last friday i turned 21..
wow! cpt gler mase berlalu.. uish3..
i still rmmber, last bday still kat kolej..huhu

first of all i wud like 2 thank my mom, mekaseh kerana melahirkan yah..
special thnks 2 sopiah yg susah payah dtg menemani weekend ak.. hehe..
thnks 2 ciknah n jaja jugak, sbb memeriahkan bday n belanje..
thnks buat korg semua yg wish my bday...
i'm so happy.. tahun ni rmai yg wat bday ak wonderful.! hehe

thks buat korg yg mendoakan ak, hanya Allah yg Maha Membalas kebaikan korg..

you guys take a good care..
thnks again 4 those yg wish n memeriahkan bday ak..
especially mak, kakngah, ciknah, jaja, mr.alvin n my office mates.. seme2 la..

1,000,000 kemaafan aku pinta

2010-06-24T22:25:00.003+08:00

hari2 ak pk camne nk mintak maaf kat org2 yg ak penah wat salah..
ak tau, byk slah ak wat kat org yg kenali n org yg ak xkenali.
bg diri2 yg meneliti muke ak, ingat ak ade salah kat korg, ak mintak maaf sgt2..
ak xberniat.. ak manusia biase, mulut mmg sokmo2 tersasar dari objektif nya.. haha..

ak nk mintak korg halal seme makan minum n pakai..
kalo ak ade hutang ngan korg, carik la ak ek..
ak mintak halal mane2 yg ak ter tak bagitahu kat korg ke mase ak pakai, mkn, minum..
ak nk ckp ak sorry sgt2 kat sesape yg ak terkasar bahase, terasa hati ngan ak ke..
ape2 yg menyakitkan korg la.. ak mintak ampuan ye...

contact la ak kalo nk tuntut hutang ye...
kalo xsempat, insyaAllah akan ku pesan kat sesape soh jelaskan hutang2 ak kat korg..sesape yg ak berhutang..

ak nak mintak maaf skali lagi, buat org2 yg terasa ngan ak..
dlm ape2 bab pon, ak tersombong ke.. tersepak, tertumbuk.. hahahaha...

thnks all

Jeng Jeng Jeng

2010-06-24T21:45:00.002+08:00

ak rase cam ak nk tulis post panjang2..
supaya ak penat menulis n mengarut.
supaya sape2 yg sudi mmbace penat mmbace karutan ak.
hahaha..

sbnrnye ak mmg free willy skrg..
sgt tidak tahu nk mmbuat ape..
seme org xmo layan ak yg semakin sepi ini.
hahaha!!
xpe..xpe.. nnt ak bz, padan muke korg.
jgn salahkan patik andai msg2 n komen2 tuan2 hamba tidak dibalas kelak!

secara halus dan seriusnye, tahap kegilaan sepi n bongok ku sudah hampir ke tahap maksima.
andai semua x bantu ak menurunkan tahap kegilaan ini, ak akan terus menghantui hidop korg,
buat post pjg2.. andai korg xmo bace, xpe.. ak bace sorg2.!ahaha...

esok.
ape nk jadi ngan esok?
ntah..! mane la ak tau.. wait n c, pray 4 da best..
haha..
time2 cam ni bgus..bgus utk ak rindu kat seme org yg ak nk rindu..
pk ape org2 yg ak rindui ngah wat..
ngah solat ke? ngah mkn ke? ngah gayut ngan pakwe makwe ke? ngah tgk tv ke?
ngah basuh seluar ke? ngah jumpe doktor ke?
mcm2 ak pk.. bestnye kalo ade cctv kat tmpt2 org yg ak rindui.. bleh ak skodeng!
hahahaha... JENG JENG JENG!

gler! xmo la ak stalk org yg ak rindu..
cukup la sekadar ak sebut name diorg, biar diorg tersedak..
haha.. nnt baru la diorg perasan nk mampos, ade org sebut name diorg..
andai korg tersedak, ak la tu menyebut..
hahaha..

ha..
ak baru teringat pasal raye tahun ni..
xtau la ak dpt cuti raye ke x..
hahaha.. keje beb.. keje..!
sbb tu la ak mmg berwawasan nk jadik org rumah!
hahahahaha.. biar laki ak carik rezki halal bawak blk utk ak n anak2..

xpe.xpe. satu experience baru la kan.. xdpt blk kampong beraya..
xpe boss..xpe.. nnt saye xbg bos cuti raye cine..! hahahaha..
boss ak baik beb.. alhamdulillah ak dpt opis mate n boss yg baik..
walau diorg tegas, diorg pemurah ngan staff n opis mate..
yg mane muke cam nk mkn org tu, sbnrnye diorg ok je..
biase la kan kalo time2 memuncak tu, time2 marah.. tu yg kene byk bersabar n beralah..

byknye ak celoteh..
adess.. xpe.. ak yg bace pos ni.. kalo korg penat, stop la, smbung tahun dpn bace k..
haha..

okokok...
skrg ak nk ckp pasal..pasal...
ha! pasal org yg kite suke lupe name kte!
kambeng tol!
it's ok..nvm.. pasni ak nk lupekan seme name2 org.. hahaha
juz kiddin.. ala, mamat tu ak consider kurang ilmu pasal name ak.. hahaha

ak sangat sangat sangat sayang parents ak..
ak juz bukan la jenis yg pegi kat mak ayah
'mak, engku.. yah syg sgt kat mak n engku'...
nope.nope.nope. that's not me..
ak terlalu ego kah? hahaha!!... ntah la..
i have my own way in expressing my love to the ones i love..
sorry mak n engku, yah xpndai nk ckp manje2.. hahaha!!
u guys know me.. hahaha.. sayang kat mak n engku..

ak sgt sayang kepada ahli keluarga ak..
semua yg dipanggil ahli keluarga oleh ak, ak sgt syg korg.
ak jugak syg shabat2 ak, yg mane ak pnggil korg sahabat tu, sedar2 la ek.. ak syg korg.. haha..
yg mane seme2 kat keliling ak, ak jua turut sayang korg..
thnks 4 all the supports.. only ALLAH can repay those things yg korg tolong.. insyaALLAH..

i really miss those days that make my days..days when i feel very very happy.
days that when i feel really really down...
no matter what will happen after this, i juz gotta face it! hahaha...
take things easy n simple..
that's what i've been telling myself lately..

i know who i love. i will always love u ppl.

MY DAY

2010-06-24T21:32:00.004+08:00

seriously..
i dunno what i'm up to..
hahaha..!

i juz lack of social life..
haha.. i need 2 breaaaaaaaaaaath..!
HELP! HELP! HELP!
i don't know if i can face this loneliness..
POYO!!!! kah3

it's not necessary 2 go out n have fun..
but sometimes i need that kind of life..
haha.. hanging out wif frens..
release stress and make my day..
u know, after long days.. i guess after long weeeeekdays..
haha!!

sometimes i'm wondering..what's my future?
do i really have future?
OF COURSE! everyone has their own futures..
hahaha..
as long as u're still alive, u do have future!

it's us 2 set the life goals and objectives..
i'm not good at managing my future..
i need ppl 2 guide n teach me how..

i really need ppl 2 show me the rite way..to live life peacefully..
NGEEEE!!!

I Wanna know what LOVE is

2010-06-24T21:23:00.002+08:00

maybe this sounds familiar to anyone of u.
haha...
skrg ngah mood jiwang rocks bebeh!

hahaha..
it's juz 4 fun.. nothing more..
hahaha..

what is love actually?
love? love?
i'm talking abt love between a girl n a boy.
haha.. think u got what i mean..

haha..
is it means to change this lonely life?
is it means to take care of someone that we care most?

what do u think love is?
does love needs time 2 instill?
haha.. i dunno.. i juz don't find my true n rite love yet.

i dunno whether i can face that 'life'.
hahaha..
i juz wanna know what love is.

haha..
sekian kejiwangan ak setakat ini..
LaLaLa!!

the sky!

2010-06-17T22:12:00.003+08:00

Langit xselalunya indah, hari xselalu terang..
tu la anologi org2 lame ttg kehidupan..

yes! ade betulnya..
kite mesti selalu berfikir, berwaspada, b prepared..
utk mase susah n senang..
mmg manusia slalu mengharapkan yg terbaik buat diri mereka dan org d sekeliling mereka.
sape yg nk kesusahan? sape yg nak kesulitan? sape? tell me who??

i guess, no one wud want it.. rite?
hidup mmg ade pasang surut, ade jatuh naik..
same dgn keimanan kte, kte sbg manusia n hamba Allah SWT,
kite wajib mengimaniNya. wajib mematuhi perintahNya.
wajib meninggalkan laranganNya.

kalo kte sedar objektif kte di beri kehidupan oleh Allah,
insyaAllah, kite akan tahu bagaimana nk plan kehidupan kite utk any possibilities.
Kte akan sentiasa YAKIN bahawa Allah sentiasa bersama2 org2 yg bersabar,
byk besyukur kpdNya..
mengapa kte sering mengeluh ketika satu kesulitan melanda?
mengapa sukar kite mengucapkan syukur ketika byk kemudahan Allah kurniakan?

why? ak hanyalah hambaNya yg lemah lagi hina.
ak byk dosa n kesilapan jua. ak tidak sempurna.
ak tahu, ak tidak akan pernah sempurna.. kerana sempurna hanyalah sifat Allah..
manusia plg sempurna adalah Nabi Muhammad s.a.w.

ak tidak meminta kesempurnaan,ak cuma mahu mendekatinya.
try my best 2 b the best. I no longer want 2 b a loser.!
hate being a loser! ENOUGH!
no loser, but WINNER..

however, it's not easy 2 achieve the mission..
we have 2 struggle, try..try..keep on trying..
find ppl who can throw us positive words..

ingatlah Saadiah, Allah xakan mengubah suatu kaum jika kaum itu xmahu mmbuat perubahan..
the CHANGE starts with ME..
I'm the one who have 2 b more discipline n strong..

Dugaan tu berada di mana2..
manusia xkan pernah dpt lari dari dugaan..
sbb, dgn dugaan, barulah kite berfikir2, berhati2.. try not 2 repeat the same mistake.

hopefully, with Allah's will.. I wanna b the WINNER.
it will take time.. but, at least, I have 2 try!!

to all my dearest family n frens,
my DOA will always b with u guys..
we juz have 2 make things easy, think positive and if u're feeling like breaking down..
DON'T! coz Allah never let us down..
Allah is still, and always b here for us muslimin n muslimat..

ALLAH will b thr 4 us, if we don't hv anyone beside us..
never give up on Allah..
ALLAHUAKBAR!

SBR

2010-06-17T22:06:00.000+08:00

ni bukan BPR k.. ngeeee
sbr? sabar.. haha.. sabar. ye. sabar!
ak bukan la seorg yg penyabar, bukan langsung..

sgt happy kalo tgk org penoh kesabaran, rase jeles.
nak jadi cam diorg, sabar.sabar dan sabar.

sejak da keje ni, mmg kesabaran yg tinggi amat diperlukan.
mesti ade sifat kesabaran tu..
sabar dgn ujian Allah, sabar ngan dugaan kat tmpt keje,
sabar dgn ujian yg dtg bertimpa2..

tp, dlm kesabaran tu, perlu la di iringi keikhlasan.
bile sabar + iklhas = tenang.
seyes ak ckp. :D

org yg sokmo soh ak sabar adalah ciknah n kngah..
haha.. baik puan2.. akan ku try menyabarkan diri ini, dlm seme aspek!
hahaha..

ak ade tgk sorg uncle tue ni, owh! sgt penyabar..
haha.. org ckp pape kat die, die rilek je.. haha..
kdg2, ak buat die tunggu, die muke steady beb!
kagum3.. nak amek la sikap die tu, instill dlm diri ak plak!
haha

OLD STRATEGY

2010-06-16T21:49:00.000+08:00

i had my old strategy.
but long time never apply..
hahaha.. malas.. malas adalah punca utama.

so, i have 2 bgun semula, n think again..
what's my WEIGHT?! haha..
skrg, I mesti turun kan 20 kgs..

OLD OBJECTIVE..
bile lagi saadiah..? bile lagi??
better do it now! or u'll regret..

so, all the best 2 me, and all my frens yg same objective ngan I..
hahaha...

Juz b ME

2010-06-15T21:00:00.003+08:00

we can't really make everyone likes, loves, cares abt us.
we juz hv 2 b ourselves.

true, very positif, 100 % agreed.
not all we do, can satisfy ppl ard us.
we juz gotta learn, learn, patient.. try 2 accept ppl's opinions n critics.

but, juz bare in mind, it's not all what we do is not rite.
we must think, think and keep on thinking, improving ourselves.
don't let ppl decide what u hv n need 2 do.
u juz gotta try, try and try to do things by urself..with KNOWLEDGE.

jgn bodoh sombong.
jgn malu bertanya.
selalu kene control temper.
slalu think positif.
small positive change can change us, better small than NOTHING.

this is a reminder for me..saadiah!

now only i realize

2010-06-15T20:30:00.002+08:00

skrg baru ak sedar ke?
hahaha.. mmg la ak da sedar lame da..
dari baby, smpai sekarang.. mane ade org pnggil ak keding!
hahaha..

sbb ak mmg sejak azali, debab.. u know, debab..
hahaha..
bukan la itu yg ak baru sedar..
ak baru sedar yg ak kalo stress, mmg akan maaaaaaaaaaakan je..
hahaha..
hancur diet2 ak.. ngatkan ak bukan lah jenis itu; stress je mkn..

lately, i tgk la..asik nk ngap! haha.. barulah ak sedar,
ak stress dlm diam! haha.. diam la sgt.. mlm2 ngigau stress.! haha

this is life.. we gotta keep strong..
Allah.Allah.Allah is our priority!
wherever, whenever,whatever,however... Allah is no 1

insyaAllah, kene kuatkan semangat.
syaitan laknatullah itu berbisik2 pada telinga n hati kite, supaya buruk sangka, putus asa.
abaikan setan2 n sekutu2 nya itu.
jgn tkot utk beriman kpd Allah. Allah knows everythg, anythg..what ever thg.
HE controls the WORLD. all of it! ALL!!

never give up saadiah.
inilah hidup. memerlukan antara satu sama lain,
ade perhubungan sesame manusia jugak.
mesti beralah,mesti bertolak ansur. byk2 bersabar..
ingatkan diri kamu sendiri wahai saadiah!

yehaaaaa,,,

2010-06-15T20:13:00.005+08:00

kah3.. couple life is funny n urm sweet. hahaha!. 2 me..
haha! no offence ha.. this is my blog, these r my words n thoughts.
if offended, so sorry.. din mean it.. "D

that's all i wanna say.. hehehe..
i'm still waiting 4 my mr.rite. 2 come n get me.! hahaha
yeah rite saady! nnt keje ntah ke mane.. haha.. da la baru experience new environment.
can u take it? another new environment? haha..
hope i will! hahaha..

keep on moving saadiah!
never giv up.. on anythg..
Allah is alwiz with u, so..alwiz with Him!
spare more time 2 devote 2 him, extra time i mean!

Allah xkan meredhai awk saadiah, kalo awk letak Allah no 2..
NEVER! remember that saadiah!
couple is not necessary, u still can love someone u like + love.
but never, don't ever put the one u love before Allah.
Allah must b THE FIRST..!!

hope all ppl around me will b happily ever after,
may Allah bless u guys (muslim n muslimah) ..

urrrrm...

2010-06-15T19:50:00.003+08:00

haha..!!
camni la bile idop xde arah.
i need someone, not someone, whoever, rmai2 pon xpe..
2 guide me, my soul needs food.
i need ppl 2 teach me, share with me.. anythg, abt ISLAM.

i really, desperately need it. :(
who can help me? please..
my faith.. i'm so worried abt my faith.
ya Allah, tenangkanlah jiwa hambaMu ini,
ak sangat lemah ya Allah..
kuniakanlah ak kesabaran yg tinggi..
jgnlah Engkau pesongkan hati ku, setelah jln lurus telah Engkau tunjukan.

ya Allah ya Rahman ya Rahim ya Latif..
i feel very down now..
almost on everything.
selamatkanlah ak dunia akhirat,
redhailah ak ya Allah..

amiiiin ya Rabb..

Journal of MY DAY

2010-06-15T19:41:00.004+08:00

herm.. how shud i start?
first of all, Allhamdulillah, Allah gives me the opportunity 2 experience working life..
first week, no work 2 do. i'm still trying 2 get use 2 the new environment.

well3..
today (15-06-2010), almost 2 weeks i'm at the office.
still can't work out my job scope. a lil bit stress and urm.. i don't know..

today too, my first time 2 count a huge amt of notes.. huhu~
hoped 2 run smoothly, but it turned the other way round.
too bad. maybe there's HIKMAH behind it. alhamdulillah.

another stress abt my work 2day is that, urm.. can't really explain here..
it's too.. like.. erm.. don't know.. huhu~
how am i goin' 2 face 2moro, day after 2moro, and so on?
now, i feel very low.. DOWN!

hehe.. btw, that's it for today.
the journal of my day. haha.
it's ok. Allah is alwiz with ppl who patient. :D
i'll seek for Allah help, all i need is Allah. Only Him.

anyways, thnks 2 my mom, bro, family mmbers n frens..
for supporting :)

A short post

2010-06-06T22:31:00.003+08:00

salam..

it's been a long time..

gler lame ak x upload..

lots of things i wanted 2 write n share.. abt my life after student.. haha

but, malas menyebabkan ak jadi begini.. haha!!

anyways, alhamdulillah, after attended 3 interview out of 4, i've been hired!!

haha.. although only accounts clerk, I'm grateful i have a job..

hope it'll go smoothly throughout my working life and my whole life..:D

so, tomorrow gonna b my 1st day at d office..:)

FiNaLLy

2010-04-10T10:48:00.003+08:00

bye2 IIC..
yesterday was the last examination i sat at IIC..
huhuhuhu~

i'm now IIC graduated, no longer IIC student..
sedey gak meninggalkan college..
xde pon wat farewell..
mmber2 baik pon ak xdpt jumpe, sepatutnye nk kuar arini, tp ade sedikit kekangan..
so, terpaksa dibatalkan.. agak tension + sakit hati.. tp xpe, mesti ade hikmah..

ak juz hang out kat umah, nk kuar pon malas.. nk p work out pon xde mood..
haha.. gler kan? sbb satu masalh je, ak spoil-kan semua mood ak..
hehe.. sib baik ade mood nk on9..

ak da wat fb, meh la add ak kpd sape yg berminat.. hahahha.. :P
pasni ni ak nk tolong mak ak wat keje die.. then, insyaAllah ak nk carik keje plak..
berdebar2 plak nk menempuhi mase selepas menjadi pelajar..
kah3..
i pray 4 the best for me and my frens..

luv u guys always.. keep in touch k..
jgn lupe kolling2, mesej2..fesbuk2..hehe..
take care seme..

JeMpuTan..

2010-02-22T12:50:00.002+08:00

last nite, ak 'n jaja g sunway lagoon.. wuhuu..
ak cam addicted plak ke sane, sbb last pegi ngan mak n cik nah..
tu pon sekejap je, sbb kitorg x plan g pon.. juz TERJAH je..
sempat main umah antu n spinning cup.. hahaha

sesampai nye jaja ke sini smlm, dari perlis, ak terus ajak die..
haha.. jahat kan ak? saje je, nk ajak kuar, bosan dok umah..
kitorg pon p la sane, tepat 7.oo mlm, kitorg org ke-2 masuk..

ngeee.. terus bli tiket r beb..
abis seme mende kitorg main.. tp bukan seme la, sbb games yg availale limited mlm2..
ha... ngat nk spend ard 30 je.. kah3... ade la gak.. dkt 60.. :D

next time, ktorg nk p rmai2 plak.. ajak cik nah, kak ngah, kak long..
argh..! seme sedara mara ak.. hahahaha...
di ingatkan di sini, kanak2 dilarang sama sekali.. kih3..
well.. x dpt snap gmbr, sbb mlm.. ktorg xde advanced technology.. :))

next time, ak jemput seme sedara2 ak, kite g rmai2 ke sunway lagoon ek..
haha..

Wh0 I aM

2010-02-22T12:43:00.002+08:00

well3... i'm in love with nick jonas.. hahaha.. *nah, juz his song*
take ur time 2 listen to this song, called WHO I AM, by Nick Jonas..

I want someone to love me for who I am.
I want someone to need me. Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness but it's all I have.
I want someone to love me for who I am.

Nothing makes sense.
Nothing makes sense anymore.
Nothing is right.
Nothing is right when you're gone.
Losing my breath.
Losing my right to be wrong.
I'm frightened to death.
I'm frightened that I won't be strong.

I want someone to love me for who I am.
I want someone to need me. Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness but it's all I have.
I want someone to love me for who I am.

I'm shaking it off.
I'm shaking off all of the pain.
You're breaking my heart, Breaking my heart once again.

I want someone to love me for who I am.
I want someone to need me. Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness but it's all I have.
I want someone to love me for who I am.

Are you gonna love me (yeah)
for who I am?

I want someone to love me for who I am.
I want someone to need me. Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness but it's all I have.
I want someone to love me for who I am.
(yeah) Who I am.

kodiang

2010-02-10T07:16:00.002+08:00

last friday, ak bertolak p umah member kat kodiang. hehe..
first time travel jauh2 ngan member.. hehe..
first time gak ak menjejakkan kaki kat umah kak muni.. :D

well.. mmg best.. sbb ak dpt new experience, jumpe bendang, turun bendang, tgk bendang.. mkn bendang.. eyh..silap, makan hasil dari bendang tu (padi le,hehe)..

family akak ni plak mmg gler peramah la.. xsegan buatnye ak ke sana..
insyaAllah ade rezki, nk turun sane lagi.. :)
jadual ke sana mmg penoh, sbb.. akak bawak ak p ronda seme umah adik beradik die..

baru la ak tau, umah pak cik sedara ak, x la jauh mane ngan umah diorg ni..
so, singgah sebentar kat umah pak cik ak tu..

sorry to fairuz, x sempat jumpe..sbb mmg agak rush gak la mase kat sane..
hehe.. xpe, raye cine kite jumpe k..

lastly, ak nk wish HAPPY BIRTHDAY to MIKE SHINODA = 11-02-2010
hahahah... mcm la die bace blog ni.. kah3..
bye all.. hehe..

kurus gemok..gemok kurus

2010-01-28T15:45:00.002+08:00

"kecik,besar..kecik,besar"..tu la dialog dlm Adnan Sempit..
hahaha..
ak suke sbb.. cam ak ngan abg ak la..
ak besar..abg ak kecik.. kih3..

so, azam thn ni, starting this week insyaAllah.. ak ngan abg nk BERTUKAR!..
kah3... abg nk gemok-kan bdn, ak nk kuruskan bdn..
hahaha...

ak kene kuatkan semangat + usaha sungguh2 = to looooose 20 kg is my target..
hehehe..
kekwn plz doakan ak bersemangat ek..
thnks..

We caN't haVe EVERYthing

2010-01-25T15:42:00.008+08:00

mike shinoda
skyline gt-r 2009
bunglow
nice wedding ceremony
to be a chef
travel all over the world
have own boutique (dresses,shoes,glasses,watches)
book store
an artist

itu yg mampu ak list out.. still byk lagi.. hehehe..
korg plak? pe yg korg suke? impikan?

yeah.. we can dream of anything, but we can't have everything..
syukur alhamdulillah ape yg ak ade sekarang..
:)

VirUs..VirUs

2010-01-23T13:18:00.002+08:00

arghh...! tension gler.. id ym ak kene virus..
to all my frens kat ym list tu, jgn open the url that "I"'ve sent to u guys..
bukan ak yg sent tu.. kene VIRUS..

ak terkena, dari kawan gak la..
adeiii...

THE SCRIPT-LIVE LIKE WE'RE DYING

2010-01-20T16:20:00.002+08:00

this song originally sang by The script. but Kris Allen makes this song popular..
anyways, i like the original track. :D
listen to the song.. i luv the wordings.. it's meaningful to me..
hope u guys enjoy it..!

POST OF THE DAY

2010-01-20T16:02:00.002+08:00

hahaha... perasan btol saady nih...!

it's been a long time, x tulis blog nih..
bukan la bz, bukan la malas, bukan la kekeringan idea..tp.. xde idea..hik3..

this sem, is my final sem.insyaAllah.
makin nak abis blajar, makin malas plak ak ni..
heeee....

hurm..
last monday, i went for a visit, to Soffea's uncle..
huuuu... tu la 1st and the last i saw him.
seingat ak, ak xpenah jumpe die masa hayat die..
well.. ak ngat, ak x nangis la.. tp.. ak tahu.. kelemahan ak adalah melihat mayat..

teringat, tepikir, terkelu sejenak..
mmikirkan kalo ak pergi.. camne la keadaan.. baik ke, buruk ke..
we are what we think and do..

ber-bundle2 da dosa2 ni..
hurm..
so, di kesempatan ni, ak nk mohon maaf kat mak ayah ak, abang ak,nenek ak, mak cik2, pakcik2, sepupu2, sedara2, mak2 tiri, adik2 tiri, kakak2 tiri, abg tiri, anak2 sedara, seme kenalan ak, seme yg berkenan kat ak *silap*, seme yg sempat berkenalan ngan ak.. yg x kenal ak.. yg penah ter'usha' ak.. hik3..

i'm juz a kid.. opppps..
i'm juz a human, i make mistakes, i do mistakes, i think of all my mistakes..
juz, kekadang, x kesampaian nk mintak maaf kat korg..
kalo mane yg ak ade hutang2 tu.. tolong r contact ak, via ym ke, email ke.. nk post no fon.. x best r kat cini..
ak harap2 ak xde hutang kat sesape...
kalo ade, mintak je ek..

**kalo email ak tu, x bergerak selama 4 bulan.. maknenya, xde org la yg mengendali.. maybe ak da xde da mase tu..huuuuu**

take care seme, sayang korg seme.. mintak maaf ek pape... halalkan seme2 menda yg korg bg kat ak.. nk list out name sorg2, byk sgt.. hehe...

p/s: ajal maut Allah yg tentukan, ak xtau bape lame lagi ak hidup. ak berdoa ak dpt langsaikan seme keje2, hutang2, mende2 la yg tertangguh sebelum ak nk pergi meninggalkan korg seme. hoping 4 the best, praying for the best.
Ya ALLAH teguhkanlah hati + iman hamba Mu yg lemah ni. jgnlah Engkau pesongkan hati ak setelah Engkau tunjukkan ak ke jln yg benar. Kurniakanlah ak kebaikan d dunia,d alam barzakh, d akhirat. ak memohon kepadaMu ya Rabb, ampunilah dosa2 ku, dosa kedua ibu bapaku, dosa saudara2 ku, dosa seluruh umat Islam samada yg masih hidup mahupun yg telah meninggal dunia. Kurniakanlah kami hidayah & taufikMu,rezki yg halal, umur yg berkat. AMEEN..

Juz a REMINDER

2009-12-23T19:54:00.002+08:00

22-12-2009. 1700 hrs. masjid saidina hamzah,kg batu muda.
ak ade kelas kul 5 ptg tu, kelas takaful.

ak sokmo solat kat masjid tu, sbb kat musolla kolej slalu penoh, xselesa coz ade yg kdg2 x reti bahasa..

cam biase, ak kuar umah dlm 3.30 pada 22-12-2009 tu. ak smpai je kat masjid, ak terus bawak kuar hp and purse ak, letak dlm beg telekung.. ak tinggalkan beg yg berisi buku2 kat dlm bonet..masa nk letak beg tu, ak perasan yg bonet kete x tutup rapat. ni msti sbb td angkat2 barang mak cik ak, x perasan la tu bonet x rapat.. then ak lock kete cara manual, x guna remote. ni sbb bateri kete ak ade prob, suke bunyi alarm x pasal2.

masa solat, rakaat yg ke-2, ak terdgr bunyi alarm kete, ak sgt yakin kete ak, tp ak biarkan sbb alarm 2 berbunyi sekejap je.. so, ak terfikir, maybe bukan kete ak.. ak teruskan solat..
lepas solat, ak nmpk dr jauh bonet kete terbukak.. ak x syak pape, ak terus g kat bonet, tutup bagi rapat..

then... mase nk unlock the car, ak baru lah perasan, cermin sebelah pemandu pecah.. pergh!!! ak tergamam. speechless. ak rase cam mimpi. pastu, ade la 2 org jemaah perempuan yg keluar dorg teman ak, ak still blur, x tahu nk call sape.. nk call mak, tkt nnt risaukan mak.. herm.. pastu baru ak terpikir.. Najib.. so, ak call la Najib, nasib baik la die ade.. pas Najib dtg, die la tlg buang2 kan kaca2 kat pintu tu.. pastu, kitorg g Balai Polis Batu.. herm..

dlm 5.15 la kitorg smpai sane, sbb dekat je dgn Masjid tu.. kitorg tunggu smpai 6.30. Kpl Samad yg amek keterangan.. alhamdulillah, ak x ape2, sib baik r ade mmber. pastu pak cik polis tu baik..hehe.. thnks ek muhamad najib.. :D

so, conclusion is.. korg berhati2 la ek.. bak kate kazen yg paling ak nyampah, siti soffea, kalo nk tinggalkan beg kat bonet, jgn mase kat parking.. baik bawak je..jgn tinggalkan pape kat dlm kete..

so, alhamdulillah..i'm okay.. be careful k wahai kekwn.
salam..

doesn't matter or it matter to me?

2009-12-12T18:38:00.002+08:00

of course it matter to me when talking about FAMILY
i want my family 2 b a happy family.. good relationship amongst the family members..
NO WAR.. :D

but.. it will not happen if only a party plays its part.. true?
all the members must participate in making the SWEET FAMILY comes true..

sape yg suke family kucar kacir?
sape yg suke tgk & dgr menda2 yg x menyenangkan hati pasal ahli keluarga kite..kan3?
sape suke tgk family bermusuhan?
sape?sape?
kalo ade sesape yg kate suke, itu la SYAITAN a.k.a SETAN

ya..ya..ya.. ak tahu tu, bukan mudah nak mendamaikan 2 pihak yg sedang bertelingkah..
lebih2 lagi, kalo dua2 EGO + SENSITIF..
tp, it's not impossible.. rite?
juz a matter, try 2 damaikan pihak2 yg bermusuhan and doakan yg terbaik..

semua org tahu ayat ni ''NO ONE IS PERFECT'', so, y still hoping for perfectness..
manusia diciptakan oleh ALLAH utk saling kite melengkapi.
sebagai ISLAM, kite dituntut LOVE sedara2 se-ISLAM kite seperti mana kite sayang pada diri sendiri..

cuba utk menerima seadanya, jgn cepat melatah,jgn cpt percaya khabar dari org,jgn simply jump to the conclusion..
jom lah bermusyawarah..
apa yg ak lihat, kebanyakan dari kite, jarang sekali bermusyawarah..
jarang sekali bertukar pendapat.. jika bertukar pendapat atau bermusyawarah.. mesti ada yg x puas hati..
sebab ape ni berlaku?
antara sbb2 -> EGO
-> PEMARAH
-> nak pendapat die je yg diterima
-> RIYA', 'UJUB, TAKABBUR

ingatlah wahai member2 sekalian, kite ni hidup di atas dunia hanya sekali..
sentiasalah bermuhasabah diri, try 2 forgive ppl, try to love ppl that u hate...
bunyi mmg sukar, tp, kalo matlamat kite betol,hati IKHLAS kerana ALLAH,caranya berHIKMAH..
insyaAllah..

senyum2 sokmo..
:)

semalam.hari ni.esok

2009-12-07T20:00:00.002+08:00

yesterday is history
tomorrow is mystery
today is GIFT.. that's y it is called PRESENT

strive and do our very best today, we can't turn back the time, but we can change the attitude.
to be what we want to b tomorrow, in the future. alwiz seek help from Allah, HE is the best listener.

alwiz bare in mind, there's no one who able to help us to change our attitude, WE r the one who responsible for it.

cakap2 sifar

2009-12-03T20:08:00.005+08:00

salam..
lame gler ak x update blog..
haha..
al maklum la, ak bz.. bz main game..
hahaha...
ak nk melangsaikan baki2 cuti ak.. yg tinggal 3 hari je lagi..
pergh!!

hahaha...
pasni, ak kene la plak pk hala tuju pas grad..
ak nk keje dulu, keje pe ek?
nnt ak usha2 la..

hehe...
pastu, da dpt keje, nk simpan2 sket, nk further study plak.
pas tu, kawen.. ngeh3.. kawen.. lambat lagi..
hahaha..

byk menda nk kene pk sebelum grad ni,semasa grad,selepas grad,selepas selepas selepas grad..
nak langsaikan hutang piutang,
mcm2 nk kene pk.. FUH.. baru la ak dpt rase sket2 camne mak ak berfikir cara cari rezki, sara kitorg 2 beradik yg kiut n kiut n kiut ni... hehehehe...leh blah
btw, syukur alhamdulillah, rezki yg Allah kurniakan x putus..
adat r sekali sekala tersempit kan? kan?
still have 2 b thankful, coz Allah still kasi rahmatNya yg lain.. true or not?

okay la mmber2 seme..
bagi yg ngah cuti, selamat bercuti, hargai cuti anda, hargai family anda,hargai nyawa anda..
dok memolek r time cuti ni ek.. don't notty2..

take care all..

HaPpy

2009-11-22T20:47:00.002+08:00

wah.. arini ak mmg happy + senyum mmanjang..
haha..
coz, arini jumpe ruz + diana + fazlan + hin + asyrafeeq..

hahaha..
lame r x jumpe diorg..
nnt, insyaAllah ktorg nk wat reunion..

hopefully, kali ni jadi la..
coz rmai yg ngah cuti skrg ni..
:D

PuLak Dah..tadi cpt best, skrg?

2009-11-19T19:59:00.004+08:00

wah... sekian lame.. ak x menaip gune laptop..hehe

pe mahu dilakukan sepanjang cuti ini?
camne nk manfaatkan cuti selama 2 minggu ni?
ikutkan hati + nafsu, ak nk g holiday sesorg kat melaka..tp..
nnt dulu la.. ak student lagi..hehe..

okokok...
kali ni, ak nk share pengalaman jumpe org yg mahukan nikmat dari Allah,
tp kurang sabar n cepat berputus asa..

alkisah, seorg pak cik ni, kenalan rapat die seme org kaya2.. tp, die xde la kaye..
die ok.. xde la smpai sesak x mkn.. menanggung anak2nye yg x beribu..
anak2 die still study..

die baru pulang dari tanah suci. . . tiba je kat airport sini, die mmg hepi gler.. katanya, mmg nak pegi lagi ke tnh suci tu.. rndu gler nk tgk kaabah, sedih ble tinggalkan tnh suci..
alhamdulillah, die berubah.. tp..yg sedihnye,itu hanya utk seketika..
xlame pastu, pelbagai ujian yg diberikan Allah kpd pak cik ni..
*seperti, payment masuk lmbt, masalah kad kedit,masalah hutang ngan supplier,masalah
barang2 rosak,kete wat hal dan seangkatan dgnnya..*

Allah Maha Penyayang, Dia x kejam nak menzalimi hamba2Nya..Maha Suci Allah dari perkara tersebut.. Allah mmberikan ujian seme utk menguji tahap keimanan manusia..

ak tgk pak cik ni, die mudah mengalah.. bile ak tny, nape pak cik cpt mengalah..?
nnt die akan jawab, ''pak cik da x tahan dgn dugaan ni, dari pak cik kecik sampai la pak cik tua, pak cik x penah rase mewah.. pak cik asik ditimpa sial.. sialan tu plak, mesti bertimpa2, x putus2..pak cik asik tanggung tanggungjawab org lain..''

sedih ak tgk keadaan pak cik ni, lebih kesian dan menyedihkan lagi, apabila die x dpt selesaikan sesuatu kerja atau gagal melaksanakannya dgn sempurna, die akan menyalahkan takdir.. mengatakan dirinya selalu bernasib malang..

pernah seketika, die menyebut.. " pak cik x tahu la, kenapa pak cik asik ditimpa malang lepas blk dari tanah suci"... ak yg mendgrnya mengucapkan istighfar panjang.. herm.. cptnya org tua ni mengalah... kenapa la die tidak lihat waktu die senang lenang dulu, Allah mmberikan die mcm2 nikmat.. tp, waktu die susah,bukannya sentiasa susah, die cpt melatah.. mencaci takdir..seolah2 melawan takdir, qada' & qadar yg tlh ditetapkan..

ingatlah wahai kekwn, setiap dari sesuatu yg sulit tu, ada yg mudah.. setiap yg mudah itu, ada kesulitan.. kalo kite buntu, mintak la tolong & berdoa kpd Allah... jgn mencaci & menyalahkan takdir.. Allah mmberikan kite mcm2 rahmat.. Alhamdulillah..

doaku, kpd org seperti pak cik di atas, agar Allah mengampuni dosa2 mereka & mmberi taufik & hidayah kpd mereka.. Amiiin..

sekian.. wassalam.. :D

DeaD or Gone?

2009-11-08T19:40:00.002+08:00

which is which?
dead or gone?
ak pon x tahu yg mane satu.. dah seminggu Mawi x blk umah..
last skali ak jumpe die, tgk die, bg die mkn.. jumaat lepas.. huhu~
ak pelik tgk die gemok, bulu die cam lain dari hari2 biase..
tp.. benggongnye ttp same.. hehe.. ak rndu plak kat Mawi.. huhu..

sesalan mula menyelubungi diri ini, sbb ak x menyanyangi die sepenuh hati.. ak slalu sakat die.. herm.. dulu penah 2 minggu die x blk.. pastu, ak jumpe 'mayat' sebijik cam die.. ak menangis la beberapa hari, sbb die dah mati.. tp... rupa2nya, tu bukan lah 'mayat' die.. die kembali lepas 2 minggu..

tp, kali ni.. mmg pelik.. die x blk mkn, x blk tgk anak2 die pon.. die x penah pon x bagi anak2 die mkn, selalu je jenguk anak2 die.. lebih2 plak kalo anak2 die berbunyi, mesti die dptkan anak2 die.. saat ni, anak2 die panggil die pon, die x muncul2.. huhu~ ak assume die da 'meninggal'.. pape pon, ak sayang gler kat Mawi.. ak bela die dari umo die baby, thn 2006.. skrg, ak menjaga keturunan die plak.. ade 5 ekor.. harap2 diorg seme x lari la.. sedeh la.. coz, ak x tahu ape sebenar jadi kat Mawi. mati ke, hidup ke.. mana 'mayat' die kat die still idop.. huhu~

*perhatian: Mawi adalah watak kucing ak, bukan lah seorg insan ye*

ExaM wEeK

2009-11-07T11:11:00.002+08:00

lalalalalalala....
wah.. cpt je.. da nk abis sem ni...
my 1st ppr is on 10th.. last ppr on the 17th..
pastu..pastu.. kite ENJOY.. haha..
nk jumpe member2 lame..
:D x sabar rasenye...hehe..

wish me luck ya..!

luv u guys..
May Allah bless all of u..

take care all..

i'M siCk 'n TirEd of This LiFe!

2009-11-04T18:16:00.005+08:00

sick n tired being in this world!
huhu~
astagfirullah al-azim..
pernah terlintas ayat ni kat fikiran korg?

manusia yg lemah slalunya akan fikir menda2 macam ni..
penat & mengalah utk meneruskan hidup kat atas muka bumi ni..
sebagai manusia, mmg kite lemah.. di sebabkan kelemahan kite tu lah, para tentera syaitan laknatullah mengambil kesempatan utk mencucuk2 fikiran kite, supaya mudah putus asa and mengalah kepada dugaan n cabaran yg Allah SWT tetapkan utk kite..

kalo ditanya rakyat jelata zaman ni, ramai yg x tahu ape tujuan n hala tujuan hidup mereka sebenar2nya.. rmai yg tahu, rmai yg yakin bahawa mati itu adalah satu kemestian n kepastian.. tiada siapa yg dpt sangkal fakta ni.. tp berapa ramai yg mengajak kite ke jalan menuju ke jalan yg pasti itu? berapa rmai yg mengingatkan kite kpd kematian..??

sebenarnye, ramai yg mengajak kite ke jalan yg benar..cuma, yg mahu diajak itu sahaja yg perlu mmbuat keputusan yg bijak, samada nk mengikuti terus tnpa tangguh,bertangguh dahulu, atau xnak ikut langsung..

tp.. rmai lagi mengajak kpd jln yg bengkok.. setuju x?
manusia mmg x lari dari mmbuat kesilapan.. tp, kalo diri selalu berkata demikian, xnak TRY improve sikap n amalan seharian tu, itu dianggap kesilapan jugak ke? rata2 yg singgah kat blog ak ni adalah yg da matang pemikirannya, so, korg renung2kan kay..
don't ever giv up.. u gotta giv urself a chance sometime, giv time to urself, think many times before make any decision so u won't regret it in the future.. always seek n ask help from The Only God..ALLAH..

what u c is not always what u will get..
if we cud only see behind the sad story, a happy story, we won't regret the sad story..

setakat ni dulu..
thnks 4 spending ur time reading this entry..
leave comments k..
luv u guys..
may Allah bless all of u

WheN LiFe iS cOLouRLeSS

2009-10-31T23:09:00.003+08:00

colourless?
haha.. ayat rekaan, yg mmbawa maksud.. DuLL..
herm.. i'm juz a kid, to talk abt life.. hehe..

still have lots of things 2 b learned and experienced..
experience is the best teacher ever, isn't it?
ALHAMDULILLAH, i live my life good.. even tough ade jugak badai2 yg melanda..tp tu kan normal.. x de test, xde la skill 'n experience baru kan?
setiap kejayaan tu, slalunya bermula dgn kegagalan.. bile da try 'n try, InsyaAllah berjaya..
ade jugak yg wat sekali je, trus berjaya.. tu la rezki namenya.. kan3?

we juz gotta b positive.. i know,it's not easy to always think 'n act positively.. but we still can try.. rite? iman manusia tu slalu turun dan naik.. kite kene try our best to keep it up kan? herm..

manusia mmg lemah.. terutamanya ak.. ak mmg lemah dlm menghadapi ujian2 dari Allah.. kadang2 rase nk putus asa, tp.. ak kuatkan semangat utk teruskan jugak perjalanan hidup ni..
walau bukan seme yg kite inginkan tertunai, tp.. ak sgt2 la bersyukur kpd Allah yg selalu bersama ak saat ak sedih, hepi, tertekan, dan seangkatan dgnnye..

bile ak stress, ak nk luahkan kat org lain, ak terpikir..org lain lagi menghadapi masalah lebih besar dari ak.. ak sekali lagi mengundur diri, x jadi nk cerita kat org.. herm.. so, ak lebih suke dok jerit kat dlm bilik sorg2..berserah & mengadu pada Allah.. ak rase release sgt2 pastu..

but sumtimes, if i feel it necessary to talk abt my prob wif some1.. i'll do it.. but not to all.. herm..ak suke filter kpd sape i shud share my probs with.. herm.. thnks to all that have been listening to me all this while.. Allah bless u guys..

lastly, ak nk share, try not to think critically..sampai wat korg sendiri x dpt cari jawapan kpd persoalan korg.. nnt bikin hati susah.. btol x? ini juz my opinion.. i suke take things easy.. bukan la ringan seringan2nya.. tp try to chill 'n cool.. think rationally, ppl who like to jump to the conclusion very soon, always end with regrets.. kan? herm.. itu juz perspective ak..

don't regret to live.. live ur life the best u can.. mintak pada Allah, bukan pada manusia.. yakin setiap yg terjadi, buruk atau baik ada hikmahnya.. bukanlah setiap bencana tu sengsara, bukanlah setiap nikmat itu suka.. manusia slalu lupa akan nikmat yg telah mereka dpt, bile sengsara mudah sgt bg mereka utk melatah..

"BEST OF LUCK TO ALL OF U.. MAY ALLAH BLESS ALL OF U ALONG THE JOURNEY THAT WE CALL LIFE"

ThiS iS iT!

2009-10-31T18:52:00.002+08:00

i saw 'This Is It' today.. if u're a fan 2 MJ, u shud go and see it.. tp, if korg bukan fan MJ pon, x rugi kalo g tgk.. suke tgk back-drop diorg.. music.. preparation and commitment yg seme2 krew tu bagi.. bagus tang tu

90's

2009-10-31T01:35:00.009+08:00

1. new kids on the block
2.boyzone
3.A1
4.Westlife
5.BSB
6.Nsync
ni la febret boys bands ak time dulu2.. hehehe.. paling gler kat BSB n Westlife..

ComPLicaTed peRsoN?

2009-10-31T01:06:00.003+08:00

am I dat kinda person?wondering.. :-?

i think so. hehe.
what does it mean when we say someone is COMPLICATED??

this is my opinion abt this issue:
-some1 dat not sure..confused
-some1 dat has lots of conflicts, maybe with their own feelings
-complex......

hahaha..this is juz my point of view.. does't matter la it is true or not..
hehe.. tp.. if some1 said dat i'm complicated.. yes.. i admit it..

ni lari topik sket..haha..
however, i like ppl 2 b honest & straight forward with me..
dun care whether the issue is big or small..
coz, i will b honest with ppl who honest to me..
honesty is such a lonely word.. not everyone can do dat..!

to me *cilok philosopher punye je sbnrnye..haha*, honesty is the best policy.
utk buat org honest kpd kite, kite kene menyakinkan diorg yg kite honest ngan diorg..
but, not all can b honest.. even own good buddies pon bleh x honest ngan kite..
herm..:D

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................the end..................

syg MerEka

2009-10-24T08:48:00.005+08:00

SAYANG mak ngan abg..

ni la perkataan yg plg susah ak nk luahkan face-2-face ngan mak & abg..
haha..
nape ek? ak ni penakut ye? haha..

bukan la takut or pengecut.. cume.. x terluah.. nnt ak nngis..
haha.. byk suka duka idup berfamily ni..
ak nk sgt ckp kat diorg yg ak syg diorg..

maybe ak ni x didedahkan utk ckp terus terang..
ye ke? hahaha.. ak ni jenis yg lepas je.. haha.. bab2 baik ni, xmo plak lepas. kan3? pe daa~

maybe hati ak masih mengeras kot..? hahaha..
ak kene blaja kat depan cermin tiap2 hari camne nk ckp kat diorg, ak syg diorg, mintak maaf kat diorg, halalkan seme2, menda2 la yg ak nk ckp.. hehe..

SAYANG ANDA BERDUA...

RiNdUuuUuu

2009-10-24T08:40:00.002+08:00

pg td, ak saje2 je nengok gmbr2 lame2 kat dlm pen-drive ni..
tgk, punya tgk.. jln2.. mengamati satu persatu.. terjumpe gmbr ni..

atok
teringat, mase ni ak baru bli laptop, thn 2007
ak tunjuk kat atok function2 laptop ni..

sedey teringat kat atok.. rndu sgt2.. herm..
al-Fatihah n Doa je yg mmpu ak bg kat arwah Atok..
yah RINDUUUU sgt2 kat tok...

TeR-CuRi

2009-10-24T08:05:00.003+08:00

hahahahaha...
gmbar ni ak tercuri kat blog Fairuz..
hehehe..

ak ade je gmbr 5R ni, tp.. bukan yg cam ak curi kat Ruz ni..
haha..
serius.. gler rndu kat 4R & 5R.. hahah..

~harap maaf ye ruz, tercuri..kih3~

LP & DBS

2009-10-22T00:28:00.006+08:00

when talking abt Dead By Sunrise.. mesti org ngat chazz da kuar da LP.. hehe.. actually, this is only his site porject.. like what mike did with Fort Minor.. hehe.. Mike tu adalah sayangku..
haha.. :P

okay, both parties best gler.. sbb? chazz suare class habis beb! tp, my no. 1 is still LP.. i am really a big fan of LP.. hehe..

check out BDS new hits -
crawl back in
too late
into you
~these r songs dat recommended by me~

BiG FamiLy

2009-10-21T20:48:00.003+08:00

nie La mY biG faMiLy.. seMe adiK beraDik cuKup 9.. haha..
ni mase Wed my 2nd sis.. last year.. skrg ni tunggu mase utk 2nd baby..

hehe..

nak label name x?
haha.. nk jugak label.. :P

1. wan noor geehan
2. wan noor aleesa
3.wan muhammad adam
4.wan shamsuzzaman
5.wan nur saadiah
6.wan nurul ain
7.wan nur kistina
8. wan muhammad daud syahmi
9.wan nur syuhada batrisya

skrg ak ade 2 anak sedara.. both r boys..!

MisS aLL my BudDies..

2009-10-21T17:47:00.003+08:00

MiSs My BudDies... faiRuz & diANa especiaLLy.. huhu~..
iF oNLy i Cud tuRn bAck tHe tiMe, i wanna spend all my time wif u guys.. mcm dulu2.. mase time skolah.. kan3? huhu~

wat diana, sori sgt xdpt dtg convo awk.. nnt kite hang out k. *semestinye d sunway* hehe..
awk hepi2 sokmo k.. take it easy when u face a prob. never giv up.!

wat ruz, sori ek, jarang2 msg awk.. hope awk ok dok kat sane. jgn tension2 sgt k.. take all ur probs as challenges ok? kite doa awk bahagia selalu ye :) *blk jumaat ni kan? kite jumpe ye..*

too aLL my buddies yg lain, ak/kite/I ingat kat u guys seme.. rindu gler time skolah2 dulu.. hehe.. ble la lagi nk wat reunion? wat reunion satu batch kite leh ke? haha.. mesti susah gler, nk cari cuti kan3? hehehe... HnK utk korg seme.. hehe.. sayaaaaaaaaaaang kamu semua..! rnduuuuuuuuuu kamu semua..!

~ak xde la gmbr2 kite utk di-post~ hopefully kite seme dpt jumpe lagi.. sMiLe aLwiz..

i WanNa MeEt u guYs :

- ST. THOMAS KINDERGARTEN - can't really rmmber, if not mistaken, i was 4/5 at dat time
- ASSUNTA KINDERGARTEN - 1995
- SK ASSUNTA CONVENT, KUANTAN - 1996 - 1997
- SK BKT GELUGOR, PENANG - 1998
- SK SRI SELANGOR, USJ 4 - 1998 - 2000
- MGSP, KUANTAN - 2001
- MGSS, KUANTAN - 2002 - 2003
- SMK USJ 4, USJ 4 - 2003 - 2006
- IIC, TMN BATU MUDA, KL - 2007 - PRESENT

sesape yg mengenali diri ini, berkenaan di atas.. harap korg contact r ak/kite/I if u guys come across dis entri.. ok? thnks n luv u guys so much! to all my new frens.. syg korg gak.. :D

FaMiLy vs. MemBer

2009-10-18T21:03:00.007+08:00

nowadays, ppl byk lepak2 ngan mmber rather than lepak ngan family.. btol ke statement ni?? hehe.. rekaan semata2, tiada hak tercipta terpelihara.. x semua cam tu.. depends on individual, sama ada die lebih selesa ngan member atau nagn family.. if tanye ak, ak mmg suke hang out ngan family.. sbb.. xde sbb.. hahaha... sbb mak bayar semuanye.. kah3... gurau2 je.. hahahaha.. sbb, ade mase utk mereka sekali skala.. ye la, kite ni spend byk mase kat luar kan? dgn kelasnye, dgn activity kolej, dgn sebok assignment, dgn sebok ber-dating..eyh, silap.. mane ade dating2.. haha... ngan mmber pon best, sbb mereka2 ni yg kite slalu spend time with.. ak ni, mmg x suke kuar sbnrnye, but.. lately.. ak perasan, ak hang out byk kali.. ntah la nape.. *gler sket + perubahan angin monsoon* haha.. kalo ngan member tu, bleh ngarut x kire mase + tmpt.. haha.. pastu, bleh tgk adegan2 mmber yg pelbagai.. haha, ade yg cool + gler, ade yg sensitif + ngade, ade yg biase2 je.. hahaha.. tu la kerenah mmber2 ak.. tp ak kene la terima seadanya.. *walaupun sekali sekala mulut ni laser cam kilat, pedas cam cili api menegur org* hahaha.. sorry la bg yg terasa tu ek.. to conclude, dlm 'battle' between Family n Frens, semuanya depending on individu k.. ni hanya pendpt semata2.. ak suke hang out ngan dua2 rantai persaudaraan.. heeeheee.. ***pesanan wat seme, kalo nk kuar smpai tgh2 mlm tu, make sure korg inform family n parents k, ak x selesa kalo x inform diorg.*** sayang seme family n frens ak.. :D

aPe Nak BuaT??

2009-10-18T20:45:00.004+08:00

sem ni mmg sebok gler.. tp, rase cam sekejap sgt sem ni.. bln november da nk final.. pastu, final sem.. wah..!! senior ak ni ek? rase cam super super junior je lagi.. ahaks..!

then, insyaAllah grad next year.. pastu nk wat pe? keje? smbung blajar? herm, buat mase ni, ak mmg terpk nk keje dulu.. almaklum la, ak bukan anak org kaye, ak pon bukannye kaye.. hahaha..
ak nk byr seme pinjaman n langsaikan ape2 yg patut..

setgh org berpendpt, blajar sepjg hayat.. y not sambung blaja? hahaha, ikutkan hati, mmg nk sambung..tp ak pk kemampuan hidup ak gak.. abg ak still blajar, die abis lmbt lagi, 2011..

kesian r kat mak ak sorg, die nk tanggung seme2.. nk mengurangkan bebanan die sket.. hehe.. walau x sebyk mane.. still bleh tampung diri sndiri at least, kan3??

itu cuma la perancangan.. selebihnye, Allah yg menentukan.. mane la tahu, kot2 millionaire masuk minang ke, hahaha... ak goyang kaki r.. kah3.. kiddin'!

doakan kejayaan ak dunia n akhirat.. thnks..

DisTurBia

2009-10-15T22:26:00.004+08:00

juz saw this movie at HBO.. haha.. *abg bli lame da DVD, tp malas nk tgk*..

cite ni best.. thrill.. then, byk unsur suspen.. haha..
antara pengajaran yg dpt kat cite ni:

anak2, kene la bersabar ngan mak bapak..
mak bapak, pls.. understand ur kids sumtimes, even when they r wrong, jgn bulat2 salahkan diorg if sumthg bad happens.. we know, u guys want what's da best 4 us..
neighbours.. we need 2 take care of each other..
frens.. dun b selfish.. help ur frens whenever they need u..

MeaNinGfuL 2 mE..

2009-10-13T18:57:00.002+08:00

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen and we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
when you need to find the strength
It's your faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time

BC FaiR

2009-10-12T21:35:00.004+08:00

sum of da pix at BC fair..

ExhAusTeD + haPpy..

2009-10-10T06:14:00.004+08:00

lame gler x update blog..
ini disebabkan kemalasan + kepenatan..
hahahaha..
coz last week, the whole week.. i slept 4 less than 4 hours..
hahahaha..
but, it worth it.. coz i gained new experience..
best2..

well..
semlm..
pegi jln kat pavillion..first time menjejakkan kaki kat sane..
haha..

herm..
herm..
herm..
hahahahahaha...

- - -suddenly I become sPeecHLesS- - -

*tetibe lak rase nk list out ciri2 laki idaman* kih3 :
- MIKE SHINODA *hahaha*
- mesti la islam
- gentleman
- out-spoken
- open-minded
- x social sgt

setakat ni, tu je ciri2 laki idaman.. kalo byk sgt list down,
susah plak.. hehe..

well... mekaseh kpd member ku yg berlanje ak semlm..
hahaha..
nnt ak blanje ko blk ye..

*sMiLe aLwiZ*

OTIS

2009-10-01T19:41:00.004+08:00

lalalala..
happy..happy..??

here's my 'step-son'
otis shinoda..<--- click 2 view my step-son
born: 31st August 2009..

i juz found out yesterday..i shud have known 10 months ago
mike din told me..
haha..haha..
finally.. mike has a baby boy..

sooner,not so soon betis shinoda.. hahaha

KaMi

2009-09-25T15:49:00.006+08:00

s & s

TJSS

di hari raya...
terkenang daku kpd si...
si..
siapa?

haha..
mike shinoda la..
haha...

ni la serba sedikit gmbr raye..
ni x smpai 1 % of total gmbr raye..
hahah..

best2..raye tahun ni best..
walaupun kucar kacir sedikit..
hehe..

syg family ak..
heheh..

LiGhT iT uP

2009-09-18T06:29:00.005+08:00

kambeng
lite up ur pelitas. . .
ade ke plural utk pelita?pelitas..haha

hehe.. sempena ak nk blah ke kg selama lbh kurang seminggu. tnpa internet. ak nk ucapkan selamat ari raye kat seme followers n members ak.. mekaseh atas seme2, maaf atas seme2, halalkan seme2.. dari benak sudut hatiku yg besar ni, ak memohon ampuan kiranya ade salah silap, terlaser sane sini.. selamat hari raye.. jom g smbhyg sunat aidilfitri.. raya.raya.raya.

:.b.E.a.u.T.i.F.u.L.:

2009-09-13T22:27:00.003+08:00

don't let them all say u ain't beautiful..
juz b urself..
let urself feel da beauty in u..
u know urself..
u know who u r ..
u know what u want..

so y do u need 2 care abt ppl's thought towards u?
like.. "u're ugly"..
"u're too 'kampung'"..
"u shud b open-minded"..
"u shud do dis, do that.. do here, do there"..

how long can u stand of ppl talking 2 u like dat?
4 me? huh! no way!
i ain't listening 2 ppl's thought abt me..
i only take advice from ppl who do it in a very goooood way..
not like insulting others..

ok..
juz b urself.
think ahead.
try ur best.
do the best.

what the F..stands for?haha..

2009-09-11T17:02:00.003+08:00

ha...
what the F.....stands for.?
hehehe...

i wanna talk abt F..A..T..H..E..R..
herm..
what come across ur mind when u read the word FATHER?

kalo nanye ak..
mmg ak syg gler kat ayah ak..
biar la org nk ckp pe pon pasal die..
ak kenal sape die..

ade hikmah seblk ape yg berlaku..
sedey..mmg sedey..
tp.. dat's the fate..
ak harus akur..
juz, elakkan diri dari mengulangi segala kesalahan yg seseorg yg telah buat..
belajar dari kesilapan org lain..

JaTuH hAti KaT...huhu

2009-09-11T08:49:00.005+08:00

jatuh hati da kat mamat ni.. adess.. nape la ak suke kat die? herm.. da la hati ni susah nk suke kat org.. tp.. mamat tu x layan ak r.. try nk kol, tp.. mesti xdpt.. try pos surat, kuno sgt.. try email..herm..mcm ade mase nk bace.. try nk g jumpe die.. malu..mesti die xpandang.. huhu.. ni gara2 die la.. yg wat ak jatuh hati kat die..

aku jatuh hati la kat EMINEM.. hahaha... mmg da lame suke.. tp xde la suke mcm skrg.. ngeh3.. mike shinoda ak nk campak mane nnt.. hahaha... lagu latest by eminem-beautiful.. best lagu tu.. really like it,jatuh hati dah....hahaha

bLe mEmbEr meRajUk..

2009-09-07T21:06:00.004+08:00

tidaaaaaaaaaaak...
ak xsuke la situasi mcm ni..
main majuk2..

hahaha...
mmg kite kene ade sifat sensitif tu..
tp xyah r over2 sensitifnye..
kan3?

cube korg fikir..
kalo majuk, x mkn pujukan..
aduh!
sakit gler hati..

ni cara2 ak menangani 'masalah' pasal majuk ni:
1st- ak slow talk.. *nape ngan ko ni? ak ade wat salah?*
if still wat xtahu.
2nd - *marah kite/ak ek?sori la..ak xpasan ak wat ko sakit ati*
3rd- *marah ke? haha.. ak memain je la..jgn r marah..*
4th-*ko ni pesal? nk majuk2? ak wat salah bsr ke?ckp r.. jgn r nk muncung2*
5th- *ish.. ntah pape la ko ni..ak memain pon x bleh..kalo ak terkasar, sori r..ckp r..xyah r nk ngelak2, majuk2.. xbest tau x, nk main pujuk2 ni.. kalo sekali pujuk tahan lagi, ni..lame gler..pape pon, sori r..*

ha...
itu care ak la..
ak actually, xsuke memujuk ni..
tp, if best fren.. mmg ak buang sket r ego tu..
haha..

ak lebih suke step ke-5..
hahaha.. ak suke terus terang.. jgn nak majuk2.. xpuas hati @ terkecik ati.. juz inform.. dari situ, ak bleh improve n change my attitude..

ok kawan2..
hehe.. jgn ikut steps ak tu.. haha..
bahaya..

PoMpuaN gaNaz.. tLg bg PenDpt sKet.. hehe

2009-09-05T12:35:00.003+08:00

nie antara dialog lecturer laki n student pompuan die ;

Sir: kay, class dismiss.
Student pompuan: thnks sir. then die berlalu pegi ke pintu. jln cam bese je.
Sir: ganas la kamu.. sambil sengeh
Student pompuan: sape ganas sir?
Sir: kamu la. nunjuk kat student tu r.
Student pompuan: saye? haha.. bese la.. da abes sopan ni.. hehe. dlm hati.. ish.. hancur harapan. nk ngorat sir.. haha

adess..
ak rase ak da abes sopan kot..
org still nengok ak ganas..
haha..
camne ni?
ak xleh sopan2 lembut2..
x bese la..
hahaha..

pe pendpt korg kalo bes fren/kwn/adek/awek korg adalah pompuan ganas + kepale gler2..?
hahaha..
dilemma beb.
ak tny kwn2, diorg kate, "ko tu, kelakuan je ganas, hati..lembut."
hehe.. tergelak sebentar ak..
ade gak kate, "a'ah la, ko tu ganas sgt. cube lembut sket. try ler jadi lembut."

permasalahannye skrg, dis is me..
camne nk wat..
kalo try jadik sopan, nnt ak akan kaku..
kalo ak kaku, kekwn naik buntu, ak keliru..
haha

pape pon, ak still jage etika pekwnan..
haha..
n i'm straight.
ahahah..

in memory..

2009-09-02T13:20:00.002+08:00

best smlm..
hehe..
on sept 1st..
kitorg g kuar mkn, berbuke sesame kat giant gombak..
haha..
melantak ayamas..

tp..
x berkesempatan snap, posing..
coz nk g terawih *razi yg tergesa2, tkt tok imam marah*
haha...

pastu, yg x best, sbb era n timah xde..
era sakit, timah mak x bg.
heh..

insyaAllah, pas raye, nk bbq plak..
meh la join wat sesape yg nk join..
kitorg akan sediakan ayam plastik utk santapan anda yg hadir..
hehe..
gurau2 saje..

tanggal..26 ogos 2009..

2009-09-02T13:06:00.005+08:00

ni ade la gmbr2 yg diambil mase presentation..
hehehe..
gler2...itu la ak..
sape ntah snap pix ni..
malu2..
hahani plak..
preparing 4 singing..
cess..
haha..
kanak2 ingin bersuke ria..

ni?
pe plak ni?
main cak2 ke?
ish..
ni..cat walk la..
*cat walk la sgt*
cam monkey walk saje..

adeh..
time mereka2 yg lain sedang present..
sir bleh layan kitorg nk snap gmbr..
haha..
sian la grp yg ngah present tu..

OuR mEmBerS..hehe.. luv them all

2009-09-02T13:00:00.002+08:00

razi,era,ayu,hawa,najib,saady,timah,su,aizat
people..
here..
i wud like 2 introduce 2 u guys..
my fellow frens..
yg baik..
yg poyo..
yg gler..
yg gler..
dan yg gler2..
hehe...

diorg seme baiiiiik..
hope kte seme frens smpai ble2 k..

oRg yG xde KejE,menGadaKan KerJanYe..

2009-08-15T20:39:00.001+08:00

huhu...
luv them so much..
jgn jeles n meluat k..

LPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLP
LPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLP

why am i so obsessed with them??
dunno..
i dun think i'm da one who obsess with them..
they r da one who obsess with me..
hahaha..

bla..bla..bla..BLAH la Saadi!!
hehe

sHud oR sHud Not?

2009-08-15T20:31:00.000+08:00

shud i go out n find the boys?
hahhahaha..
what a question..!

nope.. i dun think dat i need 2 go out n find them..
coz i'm not expert at searching' 4 da perfect man..
muahahahahaha...

i juz wanna wait 4 the man of my life..
hahahahahahaha...

hahahahahahahaha.....
i'm not dare 2 try n search..
hahahaha..

MTV world stage.

2009-08-15T20:27:00.001+08:00

fuh! hari ni... 15 ogos 2009.. kat sunway ade MTV world stage..
adess.. bukan ak g pon.. juz nk gtau..rmai gler org pegi..
sesak beb..
korg pikir la sndiri, rmai anak2 bangsa mane yg menghadirkan diri kat tmpt lagho tu..
huhu~ sedey beb.. malu pon ade..
mari2 kite doakan anak2 bangsa kite sedar diri..
wat pe la g tmpt lagho tu..

x dpt pape pon ke sane.. yg x dpt byk..
spt..xdpt solat maghrib (coz da event starts at 6pm)..*nk solat camne keadaan camtu, baju pon mcm kaen buruk?*
byk la buruk dari baiknye..**xde baik pon**

herm..
ak bukan la anti-berhibur..
jgn over2 suda..
Islam pon xlarang nk berhibur..tp kan da ade batas..
kalo ke MTV world stage tu, berpusu2 ngan bukan mahram, kot2 ade yg terpegang sane sini..
tu da berdosa da..
saje mencampak-kan diri dlm lembah maksiat..

*sampai disini dulu nenek membebel k*
ku berdoa ak dan anak2 sebangsa n seagama ak diampunkan dosa n diberi petunjuk n hidayah dari ALLAH..

dupdap...dupdap..scary

2009-08-15T20:25:00.000+08:00

degupan jantung ak ni makin kencang plak..
hehhehe..

*blah la, cam die sorg je nk wat presentation*

ntah la kenape ak cuak sesgt nk present rabu depan ni..
adeh!

bukan ape, korg bayangkan..kat kelas tu.. rmai yg terer speaking..
si lecturer plak, aduh... terer sesgt pasal presentation ni..
tkt le spoil pape kan.. tkt kene kritik teruk2..
hahahaha..
****penakut*****

hehe..
ni la tmpt ak nk meluahkan isi hati ak,
release sket beban ak ni..
release la sket ke-nervous-an ak ni..
hehehe..

btw, ak berdoa ak n grp ak dpt present dgn baik..walaupun bukan cemerlang..

EVERYBODY SAY YES!!

HoW aM I suPpoSe 2 Say iT..?

2009-08-13T21:55:00.002+08:00

part of LP's soNg :

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

look, i dunno whr shud i began..
herm..
actually, it's hard 4 me 2 say it..
but..
i really hv 2 say it out..

herm..
ok..here it goes..
i wanna apologise 2 all of u,
my mom, my dad, my bro,
my family mmbers,
the one who knows me 4 a long time,
to my besties,
my frens,
n the rest..

i juz dunno the best way to say 'sorry'.
i wanna take dis opportunity to say sorry to all of u,
thanks 4 everythg,
halalkan semua mkn,minum,belanja,semua2 la..

if terkasar bahasa, bergurau kasar, dan seangkatan dgnnye, i'm really sorry,
i do luv all of u..
take care ya!

MarHaBan yA RamAdHan

2009-08-13T21:28:00.003+08:00

x lame lagi.. kite akan bertemu ngan ramadhan.. jom la kite, same2, menpersiapkan diri utk bertemu bulan mulia ni.. jom3.. kite tmbhkan amal

an kite, solat sunat,kalo bace 2 pages al-Quran sehari, kite UP-kan lagi.. ok.. kite g terawih,kite senyum2,kite sabar2,kite hepi2,kite muhasabah diri..ye..

jom buat amal ibadat wajib & sunat

pErgiNya dia... MeNghAdaP PENCIPTA

2009-08-13T12:17:00.002+08:00

hari ni tanggal 13 Ogos..
nyawa seorg lagi hamba Allah yg dekat kpdNya..dicabut..
ustaz Asri dari kump. nasyid Rabbani pergi meninggalkan kite semua..

arwah meninggal dunia selepas jatuh pengsan semasa memberikan ucapan dalam sidang media program 'Syahadah' di Angkasapuri, Radio Televisyen Malaysia (RTM) kira-kira pukul 10.30 pagi tadi.

herm..
al-Fatihah buat beliau..
moga Allah mencucuri rahmat keatas seluruh umat Islam..
& semoga beliau dan semua para muslimin & muslimat ditmptkan d kalangan org2 soleh..

beliau dilahirkan pada 3 Ogos 1969..
dan meninggal pada 13 Ogos 2009..

ReaLLy??

2009-08-08T20:32:00.004+08:00

wah....haha..setelah berhempas pulas satu hari ni, menyiapkan baki2 kerja utk presentation yg
bakal dilangsungkan pada 12.8.2009,
ak dpt call pada jam 8.30 mlm..

Hawa : Salam, Saadi.. nk bgtau ni.. kolej cuti seminggu.
Aku: Wsalam. ye ke? camne kamu tahu?
Hawa: Td lecturer balqis msg.. soh bgtau seme bdk kolej..
Aku: Really? wa... hahaha.. ade la mase lagi nk 'perfect'kan presentation kite. hehe.btw, thx coz inform kite..
Hawa: OK. no prob. sok kite bgtahu kat seme mmbers kite k. jumpe sok. chow.
Aku: OK. thx again.. chow! hahaha...

jadi, presentation tu automatically will b postponed la..
haha..
x pe, x pe... walau kaki ku sakit, badan ku penat hari ni. ak still happy n enjoy..
sbb semua grp mmbers ak da OK..hahaha..

besides, I wanna say Alhamdulillah.. Allah mmpermudahkan segala urusan kami..
ye la, setelah byk gak halangan2 mase nk wat preparation ni..
alhamdulillah...
we still hv ample time 2 make da presentation goes smoothly..n get ourselves well-prepared..

yey!!

ala.......

2009-08-07T18:51:00.002+08:00

aku baru je nk ltk pix bday cup cake aku..
tp...mak ak plak bawak cam g bentong..
aduyaii..
addressnya, ahad la baru ak bleh post gmbr tu..
haha...

tp, tak pe..

smlm, mak blanja kat Windmill..
pastu, Cik Nah buat cup cakes..
pastu, abg bawak jumpe bdk2 silat..hahaha..

thx buat semua yg wish ak smlm ye..
luv ya!

hepi2..tension..tension2..hepi

2009-08-05T14:35:00.002+08:00

ape menda la tajuk entry aku nu..
haha..org menggong.. biase la.. haha
aku ngah hepi ni..pas hampir sebulan lbh menensionkan diri..

hehe..
my BC lecturer said...our corporate attire..canteeeek..
haha...aku dok riso la pasal baju tu, diorg kate x cantek..
huhu~ tp pagi td.. wow! terkejut I.. Sir Bad kate cantek gler..
haha.. kitorg wat baju kurung jek.. **org tradisional la katekan**

menda lagi yg aku hepi eyh?
ha..esok..esok..esok, bday aku..hahahaha

bagi sesape yg nk wish, sile la wish..
buat yg nk hantar bungkusan hadiah alamatkan kpd :
27, Tmn Agoura Hills, 787878, California Roll, Sushi Darul Saadi..
~confirm x kan deliver smpai ble2~

haha..
pastu aku hepi sbb aku dpt design logo co.
pastu aku hepi sbb aku dpt design letterhead.
pastu aku hepi sbb aku mmg nk hepi..

so, meh la rmai2 menghepikan diri..
ok..?
selamat berhepi..

entry di atas adalah rekaan semasa perasaan tgh perasan..
harap maaf kalo ter-over..

pResEnTatiOn!!

2009-08-02T14:59:00.002+08:00

wah..
cam fobia saje dgr PRESENTATION..
haha..
bukan cuak, cume.. aku x tau la nape aku x suke sgt Biz Comm.
huhu~

maybe sbb 'krisis' ngan rmai budak kat kelas tu kot..
hua3... malu seyh.. kene menanggung malu sbb org lain *org yg x suke pikul tanggungjawab*
tp, nk wat camne, terpakse la aku tebalkan muka nnt..
malu!!!

nape la diorg wat menda x pk dulu..
huhu..
buat mereka yg terkena-mengena ngan post ni, korg tlg la pk berjuta2 kali sebelum wat pape..
tlg la, jadi matang sket.. kite seme da beso.. xkan cara berpk pon nk kene ajar..
belajar la sendiri, bukan ke experience yg mematangkan kite..
so, dari pengalaman tu, pk la baik buruk n (+ve) (-ve)..
jadikan pengajaran..

one more thing, tolong la..tolong sgt2..tolong kurangkan EGO..
hidup kene bertolak ansur...
huhu~ malas da nk membebel..
sile la buat yg terbaik Saadiah oii..

couNtDoWn..6th Aug..

2009-08-01T13:42:00.004+08:00

yeeeehaaaaa...
da 1st aug da arini..
hehe..
next thurs is goin' 2 b my..herm..2nd bday..
hahahaha...20th lor..

my wish 4 dis comin' bday.. nk kawen ngan mike shinoda..
hahaha...
melawak saje..

aku nk trus hepi..
xmo pk byk2 pasal menda remeh2..
xmo jd benggong..
haha..

hepi..hepi..dan trus hepi..
senang hati..
dat's my wish 4 dis yr bday..
hehe..
(^^.)

buat abg, aku nk walkman sony..
buat mak, nk hp baru & tolong..nk upgrade laptop..
n..tolong doa utk yah..doa ibu kan makbul
tolong doa kebahagiaan yah, paling bahagia kalo mak doa mike masuk islam, jd alim..kawen ngan yah..hahaahhaha..
mike..!!r u in da cake?where r u..?hahaha

DaMn EmPtY

2009-07-28T19:19:00.003+08:00

i feelin' empty. dunno y. i really hate myself now. i hate ppl ard me. i hate everyone else. only at this moment. plz help me out. i dunno whr 2 turn to. i'm helpless. speechless. but thr's anger in me now. y? y? y? anyone..plz help me..

i dunno what's wrong wif my life. feelin' so damn empty. deep inside my heart, i feel..NOTHING.
y? y? y?

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i need freezer 2 chill up..herm..

2009-07-27T17:25:00.005+08:00

sesak nafas la camni sokmo..
jap ok, jap x ok..
jap yes, jap no..

''sepak melayang ke afrika sekor2 kang, baru tahu''..
gler2 tension thp maksima la sem ni..
aku kebenggangan kpd mereka2 yg berkenaan..

sabo2..wahai saady..a.k.a mrs. shinoda..fuh...
*ni la ayat pemangkin semangat aku*...
hehe..

aku rase, x mo la rapat2 sgt ngan org..
coz, aku rase org slalu amek kesempatan saje..
herm.. rase diri ni diperlukan mase diorg tgh susah..
hanya aku saje yg perlu memahami diorg..

huhu..
sabo2..dugaan..xpe2..
walau pape pon, aku tgh mmberi pndidikan awal kpd diriku pasal nk rapat2 ngan org2 di luar sane..
sayangi diri sndiri dulu, baru la blaja syg org lain..

aku still tergoyang2 pegang dahan diri aku,
masih nk mengenali diri ni sebetolnya..
aku nk cari sape aku, mane silap aku, mane kelemahan aku..
mane kekuatan aku, mane 'kunci' utk aku trus hidup hepi..

i need freezer to chill up lol..
dis sem mmg very the tiring..
soon, i hope sgt seme masalah skrg ni bleh selesai ngan baiknye..

to those yg berkenaan, aku nk mintak la maaf kat korg..
aku pon mmg ade silap,
tp, masalah yg ade jln kuar, kuar la ikut jln yg btol..
jgn la ungkit2, or gado..
kite wat jadik pengajaran seme kesalahan n kesilapan tu seme..ok?

jom la same2 angkat kaki sekarang,
chill up...cool down..
moh rmai2 ke freezer peti sejuk..
tarik nafas segar kat sane..
*make sure seme ikan2 da dikeluarkan sebelum tu*

.tense release to do I that Things

2009-07-26T20:16:00.003+08:00

when i feel like an idiot..feeling empty,
what will i do?
listen 2 LP..

when i feel angry, hating myself n ppl ard me,
what will i do?
listen 2 LP..

when i'm facing a very2 GIGANTIC prob,
what will i do?
listen 2 LP..

when i feel like wanna kick sumone,
what will i do?
listen 2 LP..

y i'm so obsesssssed wif them?
coz i grow up wif their music,
i 'live' wif them,
their songs r meaningful 2 me,
i know they din not help me when i'm in trouble,
but at least, they make me feel like there r ppl ard me when i need them..

i am all alone, talking 2 myself, throwing out my anger 2 myself, share what i'm goin' through wif myself, let my memories b in me..only me..
when i talk 2 sumone abt my probs, that r all small probs actually..

i rather let myself know my secrets, all the secrets, without losing any one of them..all by myself..

for those who have listened 2 me all these while, thanks a lot..
i appreciate u guys, 4 giving ur time n lending ur ears 2 me..
thanks very much..

jagA..jaGa..JaGa

2009-07-26T08:58:00.006+08:00

jaga2 la korg seme ek..
jgn sampai terbukak..
herm..

bukak menda?

jgn bukak aib..
baik aib diri sndiri or aib org laen..
kite seme2 ni ade aib masing2..

ntah la..
kenape la laju sgt mulut kalo nk ngate pasal org..
nk bukak aib org..
nk ckp hal org..

kalo nk wat jadi pengajaran pasal menda aib tu td, cerita berpada2 la, jgn r mention name, alamat, no tel, no ic..
nk wat menda detail2 tu, nk isi borang??
x yah la mention.. coz nnt da masuk dlm category mengumpat..
mula2 niat da baik, nk cerita aib tu utk memberhentikan mudarat itu dari terus berlaku, tp...
bile da sebut pasal biografi org yg melakukan aib tu, da jadi lain plak..
x pasal2 harga 'saham' kat akhirat melonjak naik..sbb da mengumpat..

makin lame aku tgk masyarakat kite ni suke sgt bukak aib org..
kenape erk?
nk tunjuk diri tu best lagi dari org yg kite ngate tu ke?
ke saje2 nk wat org tu malu?
ke mmg x de keje, nk mengisi mase lapang?
or mmg hobi pada waktu lapang?

for those yg x tau lagi,
kite ni haram menceritakan aib org even aib diri sendiri..
dikhuatiri nnt menjatuhkan air muka org tu atau diri kite..
dan satu lagi, takut nnt pndgr nk ikut2 plak menda2 negatif yg telah dilakukan..

pastu plak, kalo da nk cerita aib tu utk dijadikan pengajaran, cerita la ngan intonasi yg sesuai n ayat2 yg x menimbulkan kekkeliruan..
sampaikan cerita itu supaya dijadikan tauladan, supaya pendgr x mengulagi kesilapan/aib itu..
x perlu la cerita mcm mane di commit dosa2 tu..*takut2 nnt jadi pencetus idea negatif plak kat pendgr*
ulasan kan saje keburukan melakukan dosa/aib org itu..
jgn nk syok sendiri cerita 'cara2 melakukan dosa'..

org yg bercerita pon, pikir2 la dulu sebelum nk menyampaikan..
takut nnt salah smpai, salah plak tafsir..da salah tafsir...sesat la plak..
nau'zubillah..
mintak Allah menutupi aib kite semua..

pape pon, sebelum tu, meh la kasihani diri sendiri n org disekeliling kite dgn menjaga silaturrahim n menjaga aib masing2..
jgn di-jaja aib diri atau aib org lain kpd umum..

sayangilah mulut anda,
bersihkanlah hati anda,
murnikan pra-sangka anda..

salah silap tolong tunjuk ok..
sekian..
wassalam

biz Comm..

2009-07-26T08:41:00.002+08:00

pergh..
dgr je fobia..
ni la subjek yg plg banyaaaaaaaaaaaak presentation..

da la kene cat-walk..
herm..*nnt aku kene la bwak kucing aku tiap2 kali ade biz com*..
x yah aku susah2 jadik kucing.. let the cat do the walk saje..
baru la nmpk ori, x ade copy-cat..

herm..
satu keje plak, jadik secretary..
ni ciri2 secretary yg 'berjaya' :

- rock gler
- benggong
- gler
- wat dunno kat BOD
- dgr je pndpt org
- jot down saje menda BOD membebel
- tulis minit2 mesyuarat gler simple *kalo BOD x paham, nasib r*
- x kreatif
- byk pot-pet

itu adalah ciri2 secretary co. kitorg..
fuh..nasib r sape yg keje ngan die..
pergh...
tp...menda yg best jadik secretary, ble ade meeting die x yah ckp menda2..
juz dok diam2 n smbil tgn buat senaman..
tu je..hehehe...

berADAB..ok..

2009-07-25T12:43:00.002+08:00

herm..what can i say..

i thought frens can alwiz give ideas n listen 2 others'..
kalo x setuju pon, at least listen..it's ADAB..
btol kan?
semua menda yg kite buat ada ADAB..

yeah..yeah..yeah..
masing2 ade opinion, masing2 kalo bleh nk opinion diterima pakai..
kalo x, msti timbul x puas hati..

tp, bukan semua opinion kite boleh diterima pakai..
tgk pada keadaan n kesesuaian opinion itu..
jgn la kite terasa atau sedih kalo idea kite x diterima pakai..

dlm discussion, msti la jaga ADAB..
jgn tengking2, jgn jerit2..
kalo x puas hati, trus ckp pd mase tu jugak..
jgn tangguh2..
nnt jadi lain plak..
biar settle kat situ gak, jgn terbawak2..nnt diri sndiri merana..

herm...
ape2 pown, setiap keputusan perlu la amek kira consensus..
kalo payah, suara majority..
kalo payah lagi, Pengerusi..
kalo payah lagi, angkat kaki..hehe..

:.JGN LARI DARI MASALAH..
SETTLE IT DOWN.:

k..senyum2 slalu..jgn stress2 cam aku..hehe..

Fuh..

2009-07-24T22:13:00.000+08:00

alhamdulillah...
lega sket minggu ni...
lps da settle pasal corporate attire..
pergh...smpai naik demam beb...
baru minggu ke-3, da demam..
tp ape kan daya, itu kan ketentuan Allah..

Allahuakbar..
hampir2 aku berputus asa..huhu
dlm 2 minggu ni, pelbagai dugaan aku hadapi..
hanya Allah yg berada bersama ku saat itu..
insyaAllah..aku ingin Dia sentiasa disisiku...

ingatlah wahai kwn2..
sebaik mane pon kite ngan seseorg, kite ttp kene berwaspada..
herm..
barulah aku sedar, aku ni bukan lah kwn idaman sesiapa..
aku sgt kerdil..aku slalu sangka ape yg aku buat n fikir adalah 100% btol..
tp...
segala ape yg terjadi ke atas diriku 2 minggu lps, telah mengajar aku utk menilai n kembali mengenali siapa sebenarnya diriku ini..

aku bukan la sempurna, tp aku suka pada kesempurnaan..
bukan ku minta kesempurnaan, tp persefahaman..
kalo itu pon susah nk dpt, mcm mane nk dpt kesempurnaa..
wah... berbelit2 ayat aku..
serius, nmpk sgt kepala aku tgh pusing sekarang..
hehe..

btw, jgn la cpt menilai seseorg hanya kerana satu kesilapan yg dilakukannya..
fikir2kan ttg kebaikan yg jauh lebih byk yg telah die lakukan..
jgn biarkan hati menjadi kotor dan hitam..
lekas2 la kite same2 membersihkan hati kite..

jgn buruk sangka n jgn pernah berputus asa dlm menasihati serta mmbimbing diri sendir serta org di sekeliling ke jln yg benar, lurus dan diredhai Allah..

moga kite semua diRahmati ALLAH..
ameen..

PrEsiDeNt 4 2011

2009-07-06T12:22:00.000+08:00

wuhuu...
ye kew?
presiden?
tipu......

hahahaha...caye dak? aku kate, ade org nk lantik die jadik presiden utk persatuan tu..
bukan la presiden yg berckp2 tu, cume sbg ketua..
*aku pon x tahu menda tugas die*
ade jwatan ni pon sbb nk nmpk la ianya adalah satu persatuan atau pertubuhan..

biar btol die ni jadik presiden..
menyampah r aku..
da la byk ckp, mcm nk jadi menteri..
pergh, kalo jadi mnteri,msti sombong gler2..

ni, pak cik aku yg nk jadik presiden persatuan Syndrome Down bg negeri Terengganu...
haha, katenya nk elect utk thn ni, tp abg die x bg, die soh elect 4 2011..
hehe..

lps ni pak usu.. jgn nk amek charger yah da ek..
haha.. mintak microfon kat mereka2 itu..
pak usu kan presiden nnt..?

hehehe...

ni la die pak usu aku, yg ngade2..hahaha..

election blom buat lagi,tp, penamaan calon da kot..
hehehe...

aLmOst a MoNth

2009-07-05T08:48:00.000+08:00

tanggal 7.7.2009, genap la sebln atok pergi..
atok pergi menemui Allah yg Esa..

herm, x de ape lagi yg dpt diungkapkan selain mmberi surah al-Fatihah buat yg telah kembali ke rahmatullah..
aku hanya mampu mndoakan kesejahteraan mereka yg mendahului aku ke alam barzakh..
memohon kpd Allah keampunanNya, dari segala dosa yg sengaja atau tidak sengaja, semasa dlm berkeadaan sedar atau tidak sedar kite melakukan dosa2 itu..

mohon agar Allah melindungi sekalian umat Islam dr dibelenggu kehinaan dan dosa2 sendiri..
mohon dikuatkan serta diteguhkan iman agar tidak mengulangi dosa2 n kesilapan yg lalu..
mohon jua kekuatan dlm memerangi hawa nafsu yg selalu menang dikala iman berkurang..
mohon Allah mengurniakan Hidayah n Taufiq-Nya kpd kite semua..insyaAllah..
amin, amin ya Rabb..

aku sedekah kan Al-Fatihah buat semua saudara serta saudari kite yg pergi x kembali..
moga dpt kite bertemu d kemudian hari dgn hati yg tenang..

NeWeY~

2009-07-05T08:28:00.000+08:00

wuhuuu...
esok gonna b my 1st class 4 new sem..
hehe..

fuh! mlm ni nk nengok result..
i did my best *x best sgt pon*, harap2 result x menghampakan...
insyaAllah..

hehe..
pastu, dgn izin Allah, aku kena menempuhi 2 sem lagi,
lbh kurang 8 bln lagi utk aku tinggalkan kolej itu..
hehe..

i gotta focus 4 dis last 2 sem, nk naikkan PoiNter!
haha...

::wassalam::

Let By-Gones b By-GoneS

2009-07-02T12:06:00.000+08:00

yg Dah lepas tu, biarkan ia menjadi sejarah dan pengajaran..
x perlu la kite rase menyesal dan terlalu memikirkan kisah yg lalu..
yg mungkin membuatkan kite sedih serta risau..

byk lagi menda yg patut kite risaukan - sbg cth :
a) nasib kite kat akhirat kelak
b) nasib kite mase kat alam barzakh

mmg sejarah tu x boleh kite lupakan, sbb sejarah la yg megajar kite utk menjadi siapa kite hari ini..
tp, kalo sejarah hitam itu dpt mengugat kehidupan dan ketenangan kite saban hari, patut ke kite terus mimikirkannya?

wat sakit hati je kan? kenape kite kena pk menda2 yg da lepas, kalo nk ingat xpe, cume jgn la kite terlalu menyesali atas apa yg da berlaku.

kite patut try our best to change our negative side and improve ape2 yg patut.. kalo selalu menyalahkan takdir n ape yg da berlaku, camne nk look forward? sbb still hidup dgn kenangan yg lalu, kadang kala amat pedih apabila di-ingati semula..

herm,semua org ade kisah silam n kisah pahit tersendiri, oleh itu, kite tak boleh la kate ;
"ko x rase ape yg aku rase, sakit sgt bagi org yg memikul"..
tp tahu x kite, kite fikir diri kite je yg susah, sbnrnya ade lagi org yg lebih susah n derita hidup mereka.. cuma mereka ini kuat utk menghadapi segalanya n mensyukuri segala yg menimpa hidup mereka sebagai cabaran..

berdosa bagi seseorg yg selalu menyalahkan takdir, sedangkan die hanya duduk diam x nak meningkatkan prestasi gaya hidup, cara berfikir, cara bergaul die dgn org sehari-harian..mmg semua qada' n qadar telah di tentukan oleh Allah, kite sbg hamba yg telah dikurniakan olehNya kemampuan berfikir serta ade akal, patut menggunakan kelebihan ini semaksimum yg mungkin..

fikirla consequences atas sesuatu yg kite lakukan.. jgn kite menjadi kufur,and percaya la, ape yg berlaku kat kite tu, ade hikmah yg kdg kala kite sendiri x nmpk.. segala ujian ini adalah pemberian Allah utk menguji keimanan hamba2Nya...

jom kite same2 mmbuat anjakan paradigma, timba ilmu sebaiknya dgn org yg berpengalaman n dari sumber2 yg sahih..

jgn biarkan jahil menguasai diri n minda kite, yg akhirnya akan membinasakan hidup kite.. nau'zubillah..

salam..

BoDoH..SaKiTnYe

2009-06-30T09:16:00.000+08:00

astaghfirullah al-azim..
aku bukan ckp kat korg ek..

ni aku nk share sket dari buku yg aku bace..

tajuk --> Janji & Sumpah Iblis
author --> Adil Akhyar
publisher --> Pustaka Azhar

sbnrnya, sifat bodoh ni pon adalah salah satu sumpah n janji palsu syaitan a.k.a setan
iblis janji semua menda yg best2 kat dunia, si bedebah ni gak menanamkan sifat malas belajar n menuntut ilmu. kesannya dpt la kite lihat ngan adenya org2 yg x berilmu berkata2 seolah2 mereka ni byk ilmu. senang kate org yg ckp x serupa bikin.. or bleh gak di-istilahkan ngan bodoh bangang sombong..hehe..

kalo x nak termasuk dlm golongan ni, kite kene la byk2 menimba ilmu. sekarang kan byk sumber2 ilmu yg senang nk peroleh.. dpt dgn syarat, kene la yg sahih n carik tok guru hok betol2 tau. jgn main redah je.. kalo membaca ape2 bahan pon, rujuk kat tok guru atau org lebih arif ngan topik tu..

kalo main redah je bace, pastu wat kesimpulan sendiri, tu da jadik bodoh sombong. suke2 hati je nk wat kesimpulan sendiri. ntah btol ntah x. coz kadang2 byk ilmu pon dugaan.. setan pon suke gak org byk ilmu, setan buat try tanamkan kat golongan ni ngan sifat riya', takabbur n seangkatan dgnnya. nau'zubillah...

pape pon, meh la kite same2 timba ilmu. carik sumber yg sahih, guru yg btol2 guru n x menyimpang sane sini. pilih buku bebaik, penting sekali baca kerana Allah n nk tambah ilmu, bukan nk show-off.. ok..

tu je wat waktu ni..
tmbh2 la yg patut kalo aku kurang..
btol2 kan la yg patut kalo aku salah..

diScusSioN

2009-06-30T08:57:00.000+08:00

Mr. Chazz : do we really need 2 do discussion?
Mr. Harn : of course! u, me, n all the rest have 2 attend the discussion.
Mr. Chazz : but y?
Mr. Harn : it'll make things go smoothly.
Mr. Chazz : I don't agree. it's juz a waste of time.
Mr. Harn : nah.. it is not a waste of time. it will b easier if we sit together n discuss what r we goin 2 do 4 our next project.
Mr. Chazz : y not juz divide the tasks n we'll present n start the project, no need 2 discuss.
Mr. Harn : is it difficult 4 u 2 attend the discussion?
Mr. Chazz : i wanna sleep. extra sleep hour.
Mr. Harn : if u wanna extra sleep time, we better discuss n later on, we will not face any difficulty.
Mr. Chazz : but i wanna spend time with my family.
Mr. Harn : all of us have family, but work is work. we have lots of responsibilities n one of them is this, the project. if we don't discuss, we gonna pay 4 it. lots of trouble if we don't communicate.
Mr. Chazz : but we still can communicate through phone.
Mr. Harn : when we discuss through the phone, it may not b clear what we wanna tell the person. it will b more appropriate n less confusion if we see each other. we can ask what we don't understand on the spot.
Mr. Chazz : but..
Mr. Harn : enough giving ur reasons n 'suggestions'. if u wanna b part of the grp, plz come. if not, u better leave and find ur own job. b the bos. don't hire anyone, coz u dislike discussion. without discussion, work can't b performed properly n would b messy..
Mr. Chazz : ok. i'll go 4 the discussion. n... sorry 4 all those excuses n 'suggestions'.
Mr. Harn : it's ok. ppl make mistakes. that is y we need 2 discuss n communicate more often. ok.? c ya tomorrow.
Mr. Chazz : yeah. c ya. bbye.

JoM (3x)

2009-06-28T08:45:00.000+08:00

JoM kiTe BerAmai2 TinGkaTkaN aMalaN kiTe seMpeNa Bln rEjaB..
perBykan iBadAh sunaT (dHuha,taUbat,TahAjJud) n jugAk PosE suNAt..
--> saTu hAri pUasa suNat = 10 Hari Puasa D-siSi Allah.. so, kalo 3 Hari = 30 haRi d-sisiNya..
kan3??

MMg xDe aMaLan kHusus utk Bln Rejab ni. tp BukAn ke Bagus KaLo kTe semua PrEpaRe daRi sekarang Utk up coMing RamaDhan..kan..hehe..

pasTu, kiTe meH la Rmai2 isTiqaMah kemudiaNnya nGan AmaLan2 tu..k?
akU nk aJak diRi aku senDiri n SeMua SaHabaT2 aku ni..ok..

jom..jom..jom..hehe..
Moga ALLAH merAhMaTi kiTe seMua..
amiiin..

~taGgeD bY soFFea~

2009-06-22T20:25:00.000+08:00

firsT tiMe beiNg taGGeD..hehe...

1. What is the most important thing in your life?
me FamILy la.

2. What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
HanDbaG.

3. Where do you wish to get married?
hoTeL.~

4. How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
nOt ceRtaiN.

5. Are you in love?
yes.yes n yes~wif shinodas..(mike & J)~hehe

6. Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
JoHnnY stEamBoat.

7. Name the latest book that you bought?
Roh Manusia Melalui 4 Alam by Muhammad Baihaqi.

8. What is your full name?
**malu la** wan nur saadiah binti wan othman.

9. Do you prefer your mother or father?
luv mY muM so Much, mY dAd too.

10. Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
MiKe ShiNoDa. ~boleh ke? hehe ~

11. Christina or Britney?
no.no.no.. i'm straight..so i hate both.. hahaha..

12. Do you do your own laundry?
yeep.

13. The most exciting place you want to go?
Mecca.. hehehe

14. Hugs or kisses?
ish3.. both.. can ar?haha

16. 8 things I am passionate about

1. MyseLf
2. My FamiLia
3.MiKe sHiNoda
4.JaSoN sHiNoda
5.FooD n DrinK
6.sLeeP
7.DriVing
8.sUrfiNg d InterNet

17. 8 things I say too often

- Ya Allah
-comey
-sHinOdas
- bangang
-bengong
-kambeng
-ha'ala
-pe hal kau

18. 8 books I’ve read recently
can't list all tha books coz i dun remember..even 1..hahaha
btw, bukan korg nk bace pon..hahahha..

19. 8 songs I could listen to over and over again

1. LP songs
2.linkin park songs
3.LiNkiN paRk songs
4.LINKIN PARK songs
5.liNkIN pArK songs
6.miKe sHinoDa's Songs
7.scar - papa roach
8.i know u want me - pitbul

20. People to tag :
my FreN: Shahzan hafiz

~thx soFFea~

^^.

2009-06-19T18:22:00.001+08:00

senyumlah...
jom kte beramai2 senyum .. (^^.)
hehehe..
aku mmg susah gler nk senyum.. tp.... ngah train diri nk slalu mudah senyum..

ye la... org slalu ngat aku ni garang. kuang3.. nasib korg le yg x berkesempatan mengenali aku..
kih3.. ayuh.. kite senyum2.. :D

FaM!Ly..

2009-06-19T17:27:00.001+08:00

dis is part of my family.. whoohoo..
i really my family tau.. i can't live w/out them..
family ni best sbb... sbb bleh gaduh, bleh gelak, bleh sepak..hahahah...
pastu, mintak maaf.. kah3...

but... we lost our beloved Atok last 7th June 2009..huhu~
xpe.. kite msti teruskan hidup n redha dgn setiap qada' n qadar Allah..
semua yg pergi, mesti ade pengganti..
setiap yg hidup, pasti akan mati..

nnt ble 'time' aku da smpai.. korg seme sedekahkan byk2 al-Fatihah kat aku kay..?
cayang korg seme..
hehehe.. salah silap aku mintak maaf kat korg seme k..

hehehhee... salam ukhwah..

~kui3..da abes exam~

2009-06-19T16:29:00.000+08:00

hehe... mmg hepi gler le.. exam da abes.. hehehe..
aku gler hepi n riso le.. hahah.. nnt da nk dpt result, mengelabah le plak..
hehehhe...

I HaTe mYseLf*

2009-06-16T18:29:00.000+08:00

I hate myself...!!
I hate myself 4 being lazy...huhu~

why i am too lazy?
too much of sleep?maybe...
juz being tooooooo lazy?perhaps..

i have to make a move...
i gotta make myself look n feel gooood..
i have n i must do it..

when??
now!! of course...
yeep..i am now a lil bit hard-working..**uweekk**
on writing out my blog n starting 2 study 4 exams..
hehehe...

whatever it is, i gotta believe in myself n strive 4 success in life n life hereafter..
look at the past when i failed 2 achieve my ambition.. i have 2 make lots of changes..
but i can't do it lump sum.. i gotta do it slowly n smooth..insyaAllah..

dear Saady.. work hard n smart 4 ur own good n alwiz keep in mind dat life is only temporary..
Allah knows better what's ahead us.. so, pray 4 the best..
even if u have to face the worst.. take it as a challenge 2 improve urself..

life is short, try n do the best..
may Allah bless all of us..

FiNaL eXaM 4 diS seM..

2009-06-04T18:01:00.001+08:00

wa....
cptnye masa berlalu..kurang seminggu lagi aku nk dok dlm 'silent hall'..
hahaha...

aku berdoa agar aku n seme kekwn aku dpt jwb dgn tenang n confident..(dgn syarat kite seme da well-prepared la)..

**tik-tok,tik-tok**.. the clock is ticking.. it waits 4 no one..no one..
huhuhu~~
penuh semangat nk jwb n berdebar jugak..

later after dis final exam, tinggal la lagi 2 sem.. insyaAllah..
i was thinking 2 further my study, tp, akan ku nilai kembali keputusan itu..
ye la..my mom is the sole breadwinner dlm family..die pon da nk pencen..xkan nk die tanggung lagi..

anyway, rezeki Allah yg kurniakan.. so, kalo ade rezeki aku sambung blajar, insyaAllah..
akanku terus kan..

~doakan kejayaanku~
wassalam..

tEaRs oF mY tEachEr

2009-06-01T17:17:00.000+08:00

selama hampir 3 bln amek company law ngan lecturer kesayangan nih, first time ever aku nmpk die nangis n mengamuk..

tahu pasal ape?? sudah tentu la pasal anak2 murid die dlm kelas aku tuh..
aku mmg x salahkan die, die slalu bagi muka kat kitorg..

rase bersalah sgt..nasib baik lah aku bkn salah seorg dari mereka2 yg buat die marah..
pada awal start sem aritu, kitorg mmg d-wajibkan bawak companies act n dictionary setiap row..so, xde la berat sgt kalo take turn who shud bring those books..

tp, da nak dekat2 abis sem ni, org wat endah x endah je.. x bwak buku2 tu, so, die naik angin la..
kesian kat die, die da la pregnant, mmg muka pucat sgt td..pastu bawak laptop,law statute,law cases (semuanya tebal2)..

die menangis sbb terkilan sgt..terkejut sgt aku tgk die..mmg sedih..

tp aku harap die x marah kat kitorg da..
pengajaran kat cini, x kesah la kalo buku tu berat, tp kan kite nk timba ilmu..biar la seksa sket..
"no pain,no gain''... rite??
paling penting, jgn biarkan guru2 kite menangis sbb sedih pasal kite...x berkat ilmu..

"aLhamDuLiLLaH"

2009-05-31T17:40:00.000+08:00

sYukuR atas segala nikmat yg telah Allah kurniakan kpd kite seme...

rmai org (termasuk aku) kurang mengucapkan syukur kpd yg Maha Pemberi..
kalo org berbudi, mmg kite x henti2 menguca pkan 'thanks'..smpai kekdg org penat mndgr ucapan terima kasih tu.. bagi sesape yg mmg memiliki perangai tu, bagus..anda seorg yg pndai menghargai pemberian org lain kpd anda..teruskan..

tp, adakah dgn Allah kite buat camtu gak? bagi yg 'YA', taniah buat korg, bg yg 'TIDAK' mari kite same2 mulakan dgn kalimah "ALHAMDULILLAH".. ok?

Allah sentiasa mengahsihani hambaNya - segala2nya die telah berikan kpd kite.. apabila ada hajat/permintaan kite yg belum kesampaian, ALLAH Maha Mengetahui apa yg terbaik buat kte..
barangkali apa yg kite pinta itu x lah baik utk kite..

marilah kite same2 ucapkan syukur atas nikmat Allah yg x terhingga ini.. Allah amat menyayangi hambaNya yg sentiasa mengucapkan syukur kpdNya, bahkan akan d-tmbahkan nikmat + barakah kurniaanNya..

bukanlah sukar utk mengucapkannya... hanya kite selalu leka n lalai mengingatiNya.. Marilah kite ubah cara pemikiran kite n tmbhkn ilmu supaya diri kite lebih dekat dgn Allah.. InsyaAllah..

mkn2

2009-05-31T13:58:00.001+08:00

hallow2...

saudara2ku yg dimuliakan..
hehehe..*skema beb*
jom cakap pasal makan..korg suke mkn menda?aku suke semua menda...hahahaha..best kan mkn?

alhamdulillah, dipanjatkan kesyukuran pada Allah yg tlh mmberikan kite nikmat..salah satu, nikmat merasa n nk mkn..(^_^)v..

makanan yg paling aku syok mkn - japanese & chinese food.. yum2..
kalo mknan melayu, aku suke begedil - mknan omputih, speghetti..mkan india,tandori..
hahahahaha...mknan aku masak??semua aku x suke, sbb aku x pndai masak..hahahaha..
herm..kalo mknan kampung, aku suke kalo mkn budu,cencaluk cecah ulam raja + ayam percik (ayam percik mknan bndar ke kampung?)**

uih..menda lagi yg aku xsebut?ha...kebab2..kebab last time aku suke r..tiap2 ari aku bantai..tp la ni, cek da kena control mkn..nnt bertambah tinggi..tinggi ape??darah tinggi..
kalo daging-mendaging nih, aku suke KAMBING..yummy..meleleh da air liur aku ni..ahaks..
tp beb2 sekalian, kambing kalo hilang hamis die, aku xsuke mkn..aku suke kambing asli + hamis..hahahhahaha..try kat secret recipe - irish lamb stew..fuh...best...best..

ape lagie ek..herm..ha, kalo kek, aku kurang..tp kalo diberi pilihan, aku akan amek chesse cake..sedaaaaap...
burger2..haaa...aku suke burger USJ 4..hahah...korg nk try, dtg r umah aku, bawak RM2.30 sorg..bley r aku belikan burger ayam/daging USJ 4..best seh..mayonis die..fulamak,ori!

okok...cukup..cukup..cukuuuuup...hahahahahaha
kalo soh aku tulis pasal makan..x abis..haha..sekian..**gmbr tu adalah 'mkanan jepun + western' harian aku* hahahaha...gurau2...wassalam

Lif3

2009-05-31T13:57:00.001+08:00

salam

when talking abt life, apa yg aku slalu terpikir ialah..when will my life end? herm..bengong kan? xpe2..itu aku punya pendpt saja...okay la..dlm idup setiap insan ni, da ditentukan semuanya..Allah Maha Mengetahui segalanya..

qada n qadar..herm..apa yg korg rase maksudnya? happy, sad, up, down, *bedebuk* jatuh, walau ape pon situasi & emosi, itu semua pasti akan dihadapi setiap hamba Allah.. bagi yg beriman, mereka akan try their best to think & act positively, sebaliknya pulak bagi org2 yg x beriman.. aku ni kat golongan mane eyh? tepuk tangan, goyang kaki..tanya la diri sendiri..hua3..

ok.. here is the thing, ape yg dikatakan qada'? when i gone through a book, written by Ust. Hj Abdul Hadi Awang, states that qada' - kehendak Allah pada azali yg bergantung pd sesuatu & menepati dgn apa yg diadakan.

ape plak qadar? qadar plak maksudnya, sesuatu menurut yg ditentukan oleh qada' nya dlm keadaan, sifat, masa, kedudukan & sebab.. mari nk bg sket contoh, => Allah berkehendak sejak azali menjadikan manusia di bumi, ini kite panggil qada'. Ia menjadikan manusia berada di muka bumi tepat dgn apa yg ditentukan oleh qada'nya, ini yg dipanggil qadar.

kalo korg x paham, bley la rujuk kpd mana2 usz atau uszh ye.. kalo diorg terangkan verbally, insyaAllah korg bley paham..

kenapa plak kite ni kena beriman kepada qada' n qadar? ish2..mesti la kena n wajib wahai saady oii..

byk dalil2 yg menerangkan kewajipan smua umat ISLAM beriman kepada qada' n qadar.. antaranya, surah Ali-Imran:26 ; translation -
" katakanlah wahai Tuhan yang mempunyai kerajaan, engkau memberi kerajaan kepada sesiapa yang engkau kehendaki dan engkau mencabut kerajaan daripada sesiapa yang engkau kehendaki, engkau muliakan sesiapa yang engkau kehendaki dan engkau hinakan sesiapa yang engkau kehendaki, di tangan engkau segala kebaikan, sesungguhnya engkau maha berkuasa atas segala sesuatu."

ada lagi, dari Abu Hurairah, Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda, "Beriman kepada qadar takdir itu menghilangkan dukacita dan sedih."
x nak ke kite semua happy? walau 'langit itu tak selalunya indah', at least kite dpt gak meredakan kesedihan dgn beriman kepada qada' & qadar..dgn syarat, mestilah dgn ILMU,ILMU dan ILMU..

bukan ape, aku nk share ngan korg sket ilmu yg aku ade ni, aku tgk idup kite semua ni dah byk ber'iman' kan dunia yg penuh sandiwara.. kadang2 kite membuat suatu keputusan atas 'aqal perasaan' saja.. kite x nk pon menilai dan refer pada apa yg Islam kata..
bile da wat keputusan terburu2, pastu mula la kite nk nyesal..adeh..

xpe2..semua dari kite mesti ada usaha memperbaiki diri sendiri, tiap2 hari mesti muhasabah diri ok..

aku nk ucapkan sori la, kalo terkasar bahasa & apa yg kurang pada post aku ni, harap ditambah *tambah biar ngan ingredients yg "best2" ek*..

skali lagi, phon maaf salah silap..thx..wassalam

frenz..frenz..n frenz

2009-05-31T12:46:00.000+08:00

"Best friends just won't leave your side"
-Blink182 -

Is it true? i agree wif blink 182..frens dat care 4 us will nvr leave us alone hanging..they will at least listen 2 our probs and try their best 2 giv us comfort.

dlm hidup, xkan ade org yg bleh hidup sorg2. semua saling mmerlukan. mulanya, aku mmg x caye sgt pasal saling mmerlukan.. tp, ble da jadik semakin 'veteran' ni, mmg kite semua hv 2 depend on each other.

aku slalu pk diri aku perfect, kalo kwn2 merajuk ke, aku x kan pujuk..coz aku rase aku x wat salah.. but, aku pk2 blk, mmg aku yg byk wat kekwn sakit hati..sorry la kekwn ye..aku manusia biasa..salah silap tego la ye..

hehe, tp kwn2 ni mcm2 jenis..ade yg ckp belakang, ade yg straight 4wd, ade 'lalang', dan mcm2 lagi la.. kite kena pilih baik2 utk jd-kan best frens kite..kan3?

aku sayang seme kekwn aku.. harap korg syg gak aku yg comey ni..hahahaha...

buat kwn2 yg ikhlas kwn ngan sessape je, aku ucap syabas.. tp bg mereka yg suke sgt memain kan kwn2 korg, jom2 berubah k..

lastly, aku nk ucapkan mekaseh wat seme kekwn aku, best frens, frens, ordinary frens, dan seme jenis frens la sbb kwn ngan aku.. aku nk mohon maaf seme salah silap yg aku da buat kat korg..

fRenZ 4eVer!!

"Everyone is a friend, until they prove otherwise."

mE??u??who??yeAh..it's aLL of us (youngsters)

2009-04-25T20:07:00.000+08:00

well3..what i'm going to share here is only my opinion..it's not a fact ok..hehe..
we can see today, almost everday we hear about youth and youngsters involve in many social ills..such as drug abuse, be part of famous 'organizations' - black metal, punk, etc.

what actually we want in our life? money? happiness? or maybe distressful life??(hahaha..
no..no one wants that kind of life..) ok, move on..

kalo kite tgk kebelakangan ni, manusia rakus mencari wang utk living..tp adakah itu sahaja MATLAMAT sbg seorg Khalifah d atas muka bumi ALLAH? hermm.. i do not say dat money is not important, but lately, kite semua ni di'hidangkan' dgn cerita2 kemewahan..pada saat itu la, semua terasa nikmat sekiranya hidup dlm kemewahan itu..tp, nk mencapai kemewahan tu bukan la mudah tnpa usaha..

from dat, ppl start 2 think how 2 get money the easiest n short way.. diorg mmg usaha, tp kdg2 diorg ni kurang sabar dgn usaha diorg..maka, dgn kurangnya KESABARAN dlm diri segelintir manusia, mereka take short

We sat and watched the sun go down,
Picked a star before we lost the moon.
Youth is wasted on the young,
Before you know its come and gone too soon.

aLmoSt cOmpLetEd

2009-04-25T19:56:00.000+08:00

wahahahahaha...
..the highest i can get maybe band 3..hahaha..i wrote very bad essay..n the listening paper,DIFFICULT...hahaha..coz i lack of study n practise..kui3..

hope i'll do well in speaking test..but in order 2 gain more marks there, all of my grp mmbers hv 2 incorparate..i hv no idea how 2 help them, coz i'm weak too..hehehe...the very worst part of me being a student is that i can't really re-explain what i've learned n understand..

hehehe...ppl tend 2 say i talk like a train..so, when i explain, there's a guarantee that my frens will NOT understand 100%..hahaha...so i need 2 improve my skill in teaching..hehe..

so..hope dat u guys pray 4 me 4 my final ppr..hehehe..
thanks 4 dropping by..
salam..

MUET

2009-04-18T15:32:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

today i'm gonna write my blog in english...hahaha...
next week is my MUET.. in order to improve my english, i have to try my best to speak,write,listen and read frequently..

frankly, i'm not good at english..hahaha...
quite nervous..hahaha..
dunno what shud i do..last minute preparation..hahaha...
coz i registered last sem, which was last 2 months..but juz got the book..not yet practise..hehe..

btw, i'll do my best..nvr giv up..
pray 4 me guys..

HeLp

2009-04-13T18:00:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum wb.. alhamdulillah..ada lagi kesempatan aku menulis blog nih.. hehehe...wht am i going 2 write 2day is abt Help.. kalo kite tgk pada makna help ni, byk yg bley didefinisi spt pertolongan dari segi fizikal-bantu OKU melintas jln, dari segi spirit + emosi-mendgr n mmberi pendpt/nasihat.. pelbagai lagi yg boley dikaitkan dgn maksud pertolongan.. aku nk fokuskan pd kosep pertologan dari segi emosi atau spirit n ckit2 cara mmberi nasihat.. aku tahu, korg semua msti xnk tgk kekwn korg seme dlm keserabutan dgn masalah dorg kan..so korg kalo bley sedaya upaya nk offer help kat dorg kan.. well..aku pown bukan la pakar kaunseling atau se-angkatan dgnnya, tp from my experience, org x suke kalo kite ni mmbebel n 'pok-pek' kalo dorg meluahkan perasaan.. tujuan mereka share ngan kite, sbb die nk lessen beban yg dia pikul.. ade sesetgh yg nk pndpt, dan ade gak yg sekadar nk meluahkan/nk org mndgr shj tnpa mmberi nasihat.. itulah ragam manusia.. well.. i'm not goin any deeper on kaunseling, tp aku nk share sket2 la adab2 mendgr n mmberi nasihat ni.. jom kite tgk konsep mmberi pertolongan ni ; - bantuan merangkumi skop yg luas (spirit,fizikal,etc.) - ia adalah sebahagian dr ibadat (fard kifayah) - dlm setiap tindakan manusia, mestilah berteraskan Amr Makruf Nahy Munkar - dlm mmberi pertolongan, ia x terhad kpd org yg dizalimi, org yg mnzalimi juga patut diberi pertolongan dlm menangani masalah yg telah berlaku dari berulang ada bberapa conditions in giving help :-

ikhlas
sabar
berilmu + berkemahiran
amanah

di atas adalah pra-syarat wajib if kte nk amalan kte dterima Allah.. kesabaran akan menghasilkan output yg (+ve). insyaAllah.. meh kte tgk plak adab2 mmberi pertolongan ni

mengucapkan salam
tempat yg sesuai utk perbincangan
berkata2 dgn penuh hikmah + lembut + tenang
pertuturan yg teratur + jelas + nada yg sesuai
senyum + mesra + jauhi perkataan yg sia2
perhubungan yg baik
menghormati yg ditolong
bersangka baik + sopan + panggil dgn panggilan yg baik + tidak mengaibkan
merahsiakan segala yg diluahkan
berpandukan syariah n ajaran Islan

cara2 Imam Al-Ghazali mendgr- => mengambil kira masa, tempat, keadaan org yg mengatakan masalah serta yg mmberi pertolongan => fokus, fahami, menyelami luahan, pandangan wajah serta menjaga perasaan => intonasi suara yg sesuai dan tidak meninggalkan mereka dlm/ketika mereka meluahkan perasaan setakat ni dulu yg aku nk share..insyaAllah, jika berkesempatan, akan ku tambah lagi.. **sila beri tunjuk ajar + betulkan aku